NUDES (REWRITING)

BILLIE FUCKING JEAN

Billie's P.O.V.

"I'm so sorry, Lana. For everything. I didn't mean for any of this to happen." I wiped the tears from my eyes and gave her a reassuring smile that I was okay. I had stopped signing to Lana about five minutes into my story, only because I became an emotional wreck.

I hadn't talked about my truth to anyone besides my Lana and family. We all just chose not to talk about it and pretend like it never happened. It was easier that way.

Lana had made it clear to me that she wasn't happy to talk to me at first, but Thalia was able to convince her mostly because he wanted to know the reason why her family members shared a hatred for me. 

"She said 'I'm sorry. It's not your fault. Please, don't blame yourself.'" Thalia repeated what Lana signed. Lana appreciates that I had learned ASL for her, but her and Thalia both knew I was only a beginner and they decided it would just be easier for Thalia to translate, so my Lana would also understand and I wouldn't misinterpret what was signed.

"I've always felt terrible for not telling you the truth and once the whole school found out I just accepted the rumors and was scared to tell anyone what happened. I didn't want to be called a liar." I felt a sense of relief as I talked to Lana and she didn't seem to think I was lying, she actually believed me and felt sympathy for me. I wasn't expecting it, but I was grateful.

"She said that she feels like all she can do is apologize for not ever trying to talk to you and she's also feeling guilty about everything that she allowed Theo and his friends to say about you. Oh! And she would also like to keep on working things out with you and wants to go to lunch sometime. You might regret she talks a lot." Thalia murmured the last part and covered her mouth so Lana couldn't see what she said, causing the girl to slap her arm.

"Id love to go to lunch. Please don't feel bad. You were angry and that's okay, I understand I was the same way. Can I hug you? Is that weird to ask?" I questioned and looked at Thalia and my Lana.

They both just shrugged their shoulders and Lana began to sign what I had said. Lana got up from her spot on the couch and held her arms out for me. I couldn't help but smile as I got up from my spot on Thalia's bed and embraced Lana.

It felt good to finally have her know what actually happened. It took me an hour to explain everything to her and show her what had actually happened. She didn't want to believe me at first, but finally she told me what had happened to her and that I wasn't alone.

"Why the fuck is Billie fucking Jean here and why is she hugging Lana. What the fuck is going on here?"

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A/N: So I made aesthetics for my characters and who I envision them as. I'll probably post them along with a new chapter, Incase you want to skip and continue envisioning whoever you're already envisioning.