To Lee Jihoon | SoonHoon

100

To Lee Jihoon,

Summer break starts tomorrow. I haven't talked to you since yesterday because you were texting that girl all class period.

I really want to know how you get away with not paying attention so often.

I want to know what's so special about that girl first. Wonwoo told me her name was Cho Hyeri. She's not the most popular girl in school but has a reputation for being a little too comfortable around the male classes.

I wonder what she talks to you about...I hope you don't see anything in her...

What am I talking about you're gay, you already told me so why do I still feel so jealous.

UGH WHY ARE FEELINGS SO COMPLICATED AND FRUSTRATING?!?

I broke another pencil...damn.

I hope she doesn't think she's gonna get anywhere with you. Girls like her tend to prey on the weak. I'd know, back when an old friend of mine, Mingyu, was in middle school a girl like her turned up in his life.

Guy was crazy for her. They dated for a few months. Others knew she was fooling around with other guys waiting for Mingyu to be ready enough to talk about with her, but he was loyal to her and didn't believe us.

The second she got what she wanted from him, somehow everyone in the school knew his parents were dirt poor and had to work extra shifts on the local hospital's janitorial staff to afford his school uniform and she magically disappeared. He was crushed for months after. Ended up switching school districts when high school started to get away from the pointing fingers and mocking laughter.

I just hope Hyeri isn't homophobic. If she really is like those types of girls she's not gonna be very happy.

Be careful, okay? I don't know how I'd react if anyone ever hurt you.

Soonyoung
Day 100 - 23 June 2012

PS: Happy 100th day of writing, too. It feels like it's been so much longer than that and so much shorter at the same time.

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I'VE RETURNED and I got a new laptop charger cord too so woO!

I'm writing this off my phone so if there's more typos than usual I'd like to think I'd be sorry but I'm hungry and all I care about rn are the chicken tenders I'm about to stuff.

Ily all ♡
~Min