Revealing The Dark Side Of Me

Chapter 17

After some time Brittney came out of the room.
"Amelia why did you kill him knowing he was jaxon's your best friend dad?" Brittney asked

"I was trained to be heartless I can kill my own family nd feel nothing" I replied
I called the police and gave the address by the time they got to the house....... I was gone with Brittney tugging along.

I didn't even bother going home straight away after a kill I normally head to the bar and have my favourite Bailey's rum cream.
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At around 10 pm I was in no state if driving so I began walking in the direction of the park.... I got out the hacked phone nd called Jamel.
" Yo bro...meet me at the park asap" I slurred.
"Hills you're safe!"he responded excitedly" I'll be there in 5 hang on"

Janel turned up in under 5 minutes.
"Maple tree...I'm ready NOW!"

"ready for what?" Jamel asked puzzled.
"Dave...Addison... Dad...mom...me" I slurred
" Who are those people and where do they come from plus ur mom is at home your dead is dead."

"You don't know don't you?"

"Know what?!" He asked "I'm confused right now"

"Here drink some water nd talk later"

I drank the water and threw up everything I had consumed.. Sobering up I lay my head on Jamel's shoulder contemplating if I should tell or not. I decided this is it...I'll tell him nd start my own gang soon...I'm going back in the business.

"Jamel I trust you with my last about how I became so heartless.... It spiralled out of control when I was 14 years old. I had my first boyfriend Dave."
" DAVE!!...WHATS HIS LAST NAME?"
"Cooper" Jamel's eyes widened
"Yes that's it...He is my ex best friend"...
"omg what a small world"he beamed.

" Anyways back to my story" I stated getting annoyed. We started dating, he was my first boyfriend.
Me being me wanted to please my boyfriend as I was inexperienced and know nothing about bring in a relationship as I was always with that in the basement training."

I watched as Jamel stared into my soul

"He was an abusive boyfriend and had bipolar disorders while on the other hand cheating on me with my best friend and that why I had no problem killing my former best friend Jaxon" I continued

"Wait you killed Jaxon as in your best friend ?!?!" He asked in shock

"Yup, your brother he was giving walker information about me, now back to my story and don't cut me off again!" I snapped

Resting my back against the tree I continued " Dave didn't want anything to do with me he just wanted to find out about my family and to take over as his dad was in rival with mine and I didn't know that.
When I was 15 my dad told me everything and that I either had to leave him or he would be killed, I kept seeing him in secret because I thought I loved him. About a month later I found out everything he was doing and that it was just a trap.
I didn't wait for my dad to find out and murder him I did it myself in the janitor closet at my old school.
I didn't even bat an eye knowing he had hurt my feelings.
That was the end of Dave.

"Wow and look our sweet and caring you look, u would never expect that I'd I didn't know who you were."

" Oh! I also know that you know who I am and that your dad forced you to get information on me but I was quicker where is he now?, Dead!" I stated without remorse.

"My mom is not at home...she is the result of my dads affair, she was the woman my dad trusted, she was the woman my dad loved, she was the woman my dad wanted to build with, she was the woman of my dads dreams. My dad didn't love my mom she was his business partner who fell in love with him and threatened his gang if they did not get married hence, I was born but my dad loved me just the same and taught me that the woman at home was my mom. My dad knew the gang will soon be in my hand so he killed my biological mother and left me in the care of the lady at home."

"I was not born as Amelia but as Addison".
And with that I fell asleep on his shoulder.

Jamel P.O.V
I watched as she let her heart out before suddenly going quiet.
I looked down at her and noticed she had fallen asleep right there on my shoulder.
She look so peaceful there in my arms.
I wish she was there forever  just lying there not even knowing how much I love her.
After knowing her past I don't even know if she will tell me she loves me back or she'll laugh in my face..
I rather keep my love for her a secret than loose my soulmate forever.
"I love you Amelia or should I say Addison " I whispered before resting my head on the tree and drifting off to sleep.

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