Chapter 6

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                                                                                  Jaren's POV

I get at school and look around until my eyes land on vapor smoke drifting into the air, I follow it and see John laying on the bench looking in my direction. "Hey John" I say and wave sitting next to him "hey" he says quietly, his hair is messy and his eyes have some bags under them. I frown "let me guess you couldn't sleep last night" I say, he nods "I couldn't, the dream is killing me" John says . "How long have you have these dreams for" I ask John's eyes move around thinking about it "ummm I would say around 7 months or so" John says. My mouth opens "my god how do you deal with it" I say, John looks at me and gives a weak smile "I don't know" he looks at me and closes my mouth, my cheeks glow with a red tint. We both look up and hear the bell ring, we head to class and do what we do in classes. 

School's over and we leave the building "like do we have to go to school" John says and looks up at the sky "I wish we didn't but our parents would kill us if we dropped out" I say, John nods and looks back down. He pulls out his vape pen and takes a hit,  smile and pull out my phone. I take a picture of John and look at it "why did you take a picture of me" John asks and looks over my shoulder "because the lighting looked cool" I say, John nods "well it's time for us to go our different ways" John says. I nod "well see you tomorrow" I say and wave goodbye "see ya" John says and walks the other way, I stand and watch John slowly leave my view. I start to walk the other way and start thinking out loud "why do I have to fall for him" I say and look up "man I love my luck, I end up liking my best friend as more than a friend and it's me for god's sake" I say and puff out my cheeks. "The weird, two-eye colored overweight kid who is just..... not his type" I say and feel sadness flow through me, I feel my eyes fill up with tears put wipe them away "don't think about that, you know that he doesn't like you so just drop it" . I look up and see that I am home.

I walk inside and grab something to eat and head up to my room. I set my stuff down and sit at my desk, already finishing my homework at school so I could post a video. I upload the video and lay on my bed thinking about what to do. I end up taking a shower and planning my outfit for school tomorrow "wait it's the weekend yes" I say and lay back on my bed. I text John goodnight and lay in bed, not being able to sleep, just thinking about John.

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Hey guys! I'm sorry that I haven't posted in a hot minute It's just I haven't been able to bring myself to work on my stories.  hope you enjoy and also thank you for 200 reads! I thought that only one person would read it but I guess not. I hope you have a good day or night and continue to read.

Love, Honey


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