Chapter 7

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                                                                                        John's P.O.V 

I get out of the shower and walk to my room, I look down when I see that Jaren texted me goodnight. I smile and text him night, I lay down on my bed and listen to music to try to help me sleep which I guess worked because the next thing I know I'm in a dream. I open my eyes and see that I'm outside in front of my house with Jaren "You know what John fuck you!" Jaren yells at me and points at me, for some reason I am also angry "oh me! Because I did everything wrong right! RIGHT!" I yell and push Jaren so he stumbles back. He looks at me and shakes his head with tears rolling down his face "I'm going John" he says quietly and start walking away I freeze "what do you mean 'your going'" I say, not moving though. Jaren doesn't answer and continues to walk "Jaren" I say louder and run in front of him he stops and looks at me "I'm done being your friend John. Because I guess I'm just another toy for you to play with" Jaren says with more tears coming down his face. He shoves me out of the way so I fall to the ground  "w-wait Jaren" I say quietly , he turns around and looks at me for one last time "goodbye John" he turns back around and leaves. I stand up and start to run to him but stop an walk back into my house to my room, I sit on the ground and cry "what did I do" I say out loud. I hear a my phone ring and look at who's calling me, it was Jaren. I answer the phone and put it up to my ear "h-hello" I say, "hello is John" I hear a female voice say "yes it is, who are you" I say. "I'm Jaren's mom, I would like to inform you that Jaren killed himself after he got home, my eyes widen and my breathing hitches.

"Hello" I hear the women's voice say, I hang up and throw my phone at the wall and pull my knees to my chest and rock back and forth. I start sobbing and can barely breath, "John you dumb ass" I say to myself . I continue to cry until I pass out, I shoot up straight in my bed and look around. I wipe the sweat from my forehead away and take a deep breath "it was just a dream" I say quietly and stand  up and calm myself down before walking downstairs to get something to eat.

I gab a bowl of cereal and sit down at the island, looking out the window at the birds chirping and the trees swaying. I hear footsteps and look to see my mom looking at me, "you don't look too hot there John are you okay" my mom says and starts to make coffee. I shake my head "I had another dream again" I say and lean back, "John do you know why you have these dreams" she says and looks at me. "I don't know" I say and put my bowl in my sink, "is there one person in your dream that keeps on appearing in them" my mom says and grabs mugs to pour the coffee in. "Well Jaren is in everyone" I say and take the mug of coffee from my mom and sit down, my mom raises an eyebrow and looks at me "why do you think he's always in them" she says sitting next to me. I shrug "I don't..." I stop mid sentence "what John" she says tilting her head, I put my hands over my face and sigh "what" my mom says taking my hands off.

 "Because I like him" I say and face palm, "what do you mean by 'like'" my mom says "I mean like in romantically like" I say and look at her "don't be mad" I say quietly. She smiles "I'm not mad, he's a nice boy and he's good for you" she says patting me on the back, I look at her and smile "thanks mom" I say and hug her. "It's whatever, and do you think that the dreams would stop if you told him" she says and takes a sip of coffee, "it might but I know he doesn't like me back" I say and sigh. "You don't know for sure" she says and puts her mug in the sink "just think about it John" she says and leaves the room. "Okay" I say softly and take a sip of coffee and smile.

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Hey my dudes! I hope you like this chapter, I was planning on making this story sad but I think I'm going to keep it happy. I am trying to write every weekend so that's good. Remember to know you vines and memes to use against your friends bye.

Love,Honey

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