I'm fine (tododeku)

4

Dekus pov

I was laying on my bed with headphones in when mic opened the door. I sat up and paused my music. "Hello mic" I said in a monotonish voice.

"Midoriya, I want you to talk to me" well guess he wanted to get straight to the point.

"a-about what"

"what happened Midoriya" he was now sitting next to me.

"I don't w-want to t-talk about it" I said looking down trying to hold back tears. That day runs through my mind. The day my mom died. That's when it all started.

flashback

    "Mum I don't want to go to school today the kids are mean to me"

    "come on hun, I cant let you stay home today I have work"

    "o-okay" I headed to school only to be beat up again. While in the nurses office the principal came in.

    "Midoriya you need to come with me, something has happened" I followed the principal to his office. "Your mother died this morning. When she got to work someone shot the place up. If she had been a little later she would have lived but she was on time, I'm sorry for your loss kid" it's my fault she's gone, if I would of pestered her a little more about staying home she wouldn't of died. She would of been late and not my fault. I ran out of the office and went home.

End flashback

    "Midoriya"

    "Midoriya" I snapped back into reality and looked up at mic.

    "I'm s-sorry" I say through tears.

    "don't be sorry, you did nothing wrong" mic said pulling me into a hug. I hugged him back and sobbed into his chest. Wow I'm such a crybaby. He pat my back while telling me it was okay. After what seemed like hours I stopped crying and pulled away from the hug. "Midoriya I know you don't want to but I need you to tell me everything, I want to help you and so does shota" he says softly. I nod my head. "So tell me, when did you start feeling like this."

"when I was t-twelve" I stutter out.

"what happened that caused this" I took a moment to answer. I didn't want to talk about this but I knew I had to.

"m-my mum" I started. "S-she got k-killed and I w-was left a-alone" I started crying again. "It w-was my f-fault"

"no it wasn't Midoriya"

"IF I HAD TALKED TO HER A LITTLE MORE AND MADE HER LATE FOR WORK SHE WOULD HAVE LIVED" I didn't realize I was screaming until Aizawa came rushing into the room.

"what happened is everything okay" he said quickly. I was a mess at this point. I was shaking and tears where everywhere. He came up to me and hugged me. Why are so many people hugging me. After 3 years of being alone you would think I liked this but I hated the attention. I just wanted to be alone. "Your not going to school tomorrow Midoriya, and hizashi. I need you to cover for my class. There a handful but I'm sure you can handle it." Mic nodded then left the room. "Midoriya calm down please, just breath, I know it's hard but you need to trust me." I nod my head and try to breath normally. After a bit my breathing becomes normal and aizawa pulls away from the hug. "Now dinners done, after that you can go to bed if you want. Don't bother setting an alarm, you look like you need the sleep" he got up and started to leave and I followed him. We head to the dinning room and eat out food. It's homemade ramen. We eat in silence then wash our bowls. I head to my room and change into the pajamas todoroki got me. I look in the mirror and groan. The shirt he bought was short sleeved. I didn't have to worry about it near him but with aizawa I do. I decide that's a risk I'm willing to take and head to bed. I lay down then text todoroki. 'I'm not gonna be at school tomorrow, aizawa wants to make sure I'm okay. Present mic will be covering for aizawa, goodnight' after 10 minutes he didn't answer so I figured he was already asleep. I decided to do the same and went to bed.