"hahaha..."
"You are fat"
"You can't dance...
"You are shy"
"No one likes you
As I stood there in the corridor listen to their mockings and laughter while crying ...and anytime I cried , the crowd grew bigger and so did there laughter as I started screaming at them inbetween sobs
" STOP IT!!! ...I'M NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS...
"STOP! STOP!!...
"STOP" as I jolted out of bed and fell on the wooden floor
"Ouch!!!" I said holding my now red nose and using my free hand to wipe my wet face before standing to my feet and heading to the bathroom, as I got in I washed my face with cool water and stared at my reflection in the mirror, my pale skin with black bags under my eyes and my very fatty round face , and I remember what they were shouting in my dream
"you're fat
"you're shy...
"you can't dance
"noone likes you"
remembering all this another round of tears flouted to my eyes which I quickly wiped away with the back of my hands as I cut a glimpse at the wall clock and exclaimed " it's 7:30 I'm almost late for the bus...and it's my birthday" at the sound of my words a smile slowly formed on my lips as I quickly headed to the shower, with my speed I quickly had my bath , dressed up and ate some cereal by 7:50 , I kissed my mum goodbye and shouted "bye dad " as I headed my way to the bus ...on entering the bus I had a smile on my face and 2 thoughts in my head ...1: Whoohoo! I'm early for the bus... and 2: IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.
As I walked into the class I was welcomed by hugs and birthday wishes from my friends(girls) , I was pondering why it was only girls that said happy birthday to me but I was to happy to care and suddenly Del my friend shouted to the boys and Drake (the guy that was fine) "YOU GUYS...IT'S ANNA'S BIRTHDAY " and suddenly I was brought out of my happy bubble by the sound of Drakes cold, heartless voice "WHO CARES" I was dump-founded , stunned...hurt, I felt tears rush into my eyes and at this I walked out of the room letting the tears run free down my cheeks and his words echoing in my head as I headed to the balcony , I stood at the edge letting all my rage out , crying out my eyes ...as I was about to throw myself down when all of a sudden a cool wind brushed my face ,then it grew and it brushed my whole body I could hear the whisper in the wind but not only whispers but a heavenly peaceful voice spoke to me "Anna...my dear ...They call you fat ,I call you blessed, they call you shy I call you modest, they say you can't dance I say you are to much of a dancer to listen to them, They say noone likes...I say I love you" and then I felt a hug but I saw noone but that hug was something I would never want to release myself from...I felt so safe and ...so happy , after the hug I felt energized and full of joy that a supernatural being loved me (GOD) I headed to the class my head up , my shoulders high, and a smile on my face ...the last bell rang and school was over ,I hurried home, did my assignments and finished my chores and by the time I was done , it was already evening , so I hurried off to my bedroom , changed and went to the bathroom as I stared at the mirror I remembered what they were saying in my dreams
"Noone likes you"
And I said to myself "GOD loves me" as I washed the dried tears off my face and went off to bed after thanking GOD for the beautiful day.
Hey hey I really liked this chapter ...hope you like it to ...pls comment and vote...
Love,
Chi ;)
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Teen FictionLove, hate ,confusion, pain all in one girl as she tries to convince herself that she has a reason to live and going through countless attempts of suicide she tries to heal the pains of her life and the same time be a normal girl...will she be able...
