The Past

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Hi ...in my past I was a bad girl a girl I dislike now , my fingers itched to touch , my mouth watered at the sight of other people's things, I was a girl you couldn't take out and leave alone, someone you would hate, someone you would like to tie up to a tree and burn the tree without a second thought, I was a bragart...a bully, someone that loved attention and I loved fitting in even if they were bad people, I was obsessed about boys and couldn't concentrate on the important things of life but when we moved from Las Vegas to Texas ...I had decided to change my ways even if I get a little bit destracted, by the grace of GOD I come back to my senses :)

I have lived with my pain for years ...trying so hard to forget about...being hurt anytime I remember it , but someone said that in order for you to let go of something you have to tell someone, I wanted to tell my friend but I was to scared to , I thought he would hate me or see me differently that I couldn't take the chance, but I have decided to tell you because I'm tired of being tough , I'm tired of having a big ego...and most of all ...I'm tired of being alone and hurt :")

Lots of hugs y'all :)

Chi;)

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