After the long heart warming hug I reluctantly pulled away
"I'm sorry"
"for what"
"wetting your shoulder" and I cant believe it but I laughed
"It's alrite" he said laughing back
"umm I gotta go"
I could hide the dissapointment in my voice "oh..umm...ok"
When he saw this a smile crept to his lips "but I'm always around"
I couldn't help but smile back and I simply nooded as he just left the class ...and from that day on we became friends and from friends we became very good friends ...until one day...
"Get out!" I shouted from inside the bathroom as I tried to change for club and keep my calm doing it ...after removing my vital clothes and putting another pair on , I felt cool breeze from behind me and eyes on my , I slowly turned just to meet the school players eyes on my and an amused smile on his face as he just winked at me ...I felt so much rage that I lost control and kicked the door open which made it break I saw the fear and confusion in his eyes as I smiled wickedly "You shouldn't have done that" and I felt so angry that a loud horrible voice came instead of mine and I felt everything change about me as I kept beating him badly until we reached the parking lot...as I was about to give him another round of beating ...I heard a voice from behind ...as I turned to meet his disappointed, scared and angry face
"You stay away from him!" Jame yelled running to Kendric(the player)
"Jake I-"
"I DON'T CARE, YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT!!!"he shouted cutting me off
"But Jake I'm your friend ...that's what you told me" starting to cry
He was filled with so much rage and fear "LOOK AT KENDRIC...I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH A MONSTER!!!!"as he got up to leave with bloody Kendric on his shoulder
That word rendered me heart broken ,speechless...alone as I remembered the good times we had and all the times he always made me feel wanted ...as I fell on my knees and kept sobbing till evening ...as I got home I quickly changed and headed to my bathroom , after washing my face with cool water, I stared at the mirror and imagined Jakes face
"Can we still be friends-
"I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH A MONSTER!!!
"Why? Why?" as I kept punching the mirror "you weren't who I thought u were"
"I dont care"
"You're not worth it"
I could still hear his words as I whispered "I thought you were different...I thought your goodness was for real...I thought I finally made a friend...why did you have to be a fake..a phony ...a lie!!" as I threw my tooth brush to the mirror and slid down my back to the floor
"You are never alone"
"Yes I am...
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Ficção AdolescenteLove, hate ,confusion, pain all in one girl as she tries to convince herself that she has a reason to live and going through countless attempts of suicide she tries to heal the pains of her life and the same time be a normal girl...will she be able...
