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Jimi Hendrix melody flowed around the room as well as the marijuana smoke. You never listened to him without your happiness. Holding the rolling paper to your mouth you inhale the peace you needed. Why did you need it?
Your boyfriend is the reason why you need it. He called and said he wanted to speak to you out of nowhere. Giving you a gut feeling that something was off.
He never asked, he just told you what he wanted to speak about. And it bothered you more that he had been distant all week. He was the one that wanted to touch and play around now he stayed out at every times of the night and had no sparking conversation whatsoever.
What happened to the Dalvin you fell in love with four years ago? The one you met at the festival in 68' ? Who taught you his peaceful habits and most of all taught you how to love. He would be fool to throw away the last for years of you two's life.
The yellow pillow beside you was sat on by the man of your thoughts. He sat in his yellow shirt that was unbuttoned from the top to the third one, where his peace emblem sat. His medium sized Afro stood with the yellow headband tied with no cares to how uneven the ends were, dark bell bottom jeans and Birkenstock's.
"I missed you baby." He reaches for a kiss but instead you placed the doobie to your mouth. You had been thinking so much that he was dumping you that you was giving him attitude for no reason.
How dare him?
He took the body language that something was upsetting you and brung into his forearm, holding you close to him.
"What's wrong withchu' sunshine? I do something?" He questioned kissing your cheek while you shook your head.
"Didn't you have something you wanted to talk to me about?" He pointed his finger up and nodded with a smile. His chocolate skin glowed from the sunlight and a heartwarming smile and as much as you wanted to smile back. You was anticipated to what was the discussion about.
"I just want say that-"
"I'm sorry if I'm not enough for you." Dalvin's eyebrows furrowed confuses on what you speaking of but instead of saying anything he let's you finish. Right now was your time and he could talk later.
" Like you know I've never been in one of these relationships before. And...I'm trying for you. Cause I like you, like very much and I hope that me not being touchy feely and not affectionate enough doesn't make uninterested you know? So if you're breaking up with me just say so." You babbled on and he looked at you with his hand on his chin resting his head, with a goofy smile on his face.
"Like Baby chill.Ion' wanna' break up with you. You know me better than that. Is that why you was giving me distance?" You shake your head yes, a little disappointed that you gave that headass speech for nothing. He buckled and stood up with you.
"Now why on earth would I wanna' leave you for? Four years down the drain? Baby you blazin', only bunny I want." His hands wrap around your slim hips and instead of saying anything else to try to apologize. He chuckles and lays a kiss on the side of your forehead.
"And don't bogart that doobie, pass it here." You chuckled and handed it to him with ease, hoping he wouldn't drop it again.
"Baby, me and the guys were thinking about bookin' from here and going to do this music thing. Like.. I think we could make it ya' know?" He explained and you nodded and gave him a lightened smile again. His put it to his lips, inhaling the smoke and the rest flow out of his semi small nostrils.
And you couldn't lie and say their music as bad, it wasn't but you knew you couldn't go. This wasn't your adventure, it was his. And you would be losing your boyfriend for who knows?
"And that means you'll be gone for however long?" You questioned and he nodded looking at the saddened facial expression that sat on your face. As much as you wanted to say no, it wasn't like he was obliged to stay. He could leave and do what he pleased.
"Don't cry sugar lumps. Don't do me like this." He pleaded and trying to stop the waterfalls they kept falling. He pulled you in closer for a hug, standing in the middle of your small living room.
"This is heavy baby if you don't want me to book. Tell me and I'll stay. " You immediately shake your head getting out of his arms.
"No..don't do that for me...I want you to go. Even if it'll hurt my feelings."
"It shouldn't, cause I'm here for you and you here for me. Which is why..I got this." He said and began to bend down on his knee. Your eyebrows raise in astonishment while he pulls out a ring from his pocket.
"Dalvin...what are you doing?"
"I'm promising that if we make it big, that I'm coming back for you. Me and you weren't going around for four years for a waste of time. I love you, so can you dig it?" You nod your head quickly and slap hands with your boyfriend.
