I'm Sorry

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Graser's POV

        Less then 20 seconds after I started kissing back, I drew away. Oh god...Please don't notice I did that! I said in my mind, panicking a bit. I shut my eyes so tight, my eye balls could have fallen back into my head. I shook my head from side to side. "H! No, Please get off me! I laughed because I thought of Factions! G-Get off me!" My voice rose so high, and so loud i'm sure anyone could hear. My eyes were still closed, so I didn't see him as he released my wrists and I lay on the couch, free from his grip. When I did open my eyes, he was down on his knees, a few feet away, petting shadow. I sat up slowly. I didn't think of anything to say...but H covered the silence.

        "Graser...I'm sorry...I didn't think...I'm sorry. I knew what you were laughing about really wasn't my business, and It didn't matter all that much. I just...wanted to know I guess. And you wouldn't tell me...And when I pinned you down, I didn't know what else to do...I didn't want to spit on you, and mess up your glasses. I didn't want to hit you, and I didn't think tickling would be appropriate.." I stopped him, trying to show I didn't like kissing him. "But kissing me was?" He didn't look at me. Instead, he kept looking at Shadow. "N-No...that was abad move too..." He looked up and me and stood. Shadow brushed up on his leg. But H didn't look at him. "I'm sorry Graser. I never should have done it. It was immature, and lame, and...and...gay. I feel terrible, and I don't want this trip to end, or be awkward. I came here to have fun. Not feel weird...But thats the only way I HAVE felt this hole time...wierd." He looked at his shoes and I stood up. I lightly punched his shoulder. "Aye! It's okay! No harm done, right?" I asked, he looked back at me. He plastered a fake smile on. "Yeah. Sure. We can just...forget all about it." I nodded. Even though I didn't want to...I wanted to remember it forever...

        The smell of his sweet breath...I feel of his heat...But I knew I couldn't. He didn't like me that way. He said this was all some stupid accedent. 

        I knew the second it happened, that it was to good to be true. 

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