Do It For GBomb ~GBomb FanFic~

Over Thinking Again

Graser's POV

        The next morning I sat up slowly. Yes, last night was beautiful and amazing. But god damn..It hurt after. "I hope no one notices." I said under my breath. I didn't know H was awake. "Did I hurt you..?" He asked as he rolled over to face me. I blushed. "I'm fine." He sat up. "Graser. I didn't ask if you where fine. I asked if I hurt you." I sighed lightly. "Yeah. But not really." "What do you mean..?" "I mean. Yeah, there's pain now. But not really last night. And I liked it.." He smiled sheepishly at me. "Well I'm sorry there's pain now. Next time i'll go-" "No. Don't promise me anything." I put a finger over his lips.He playfully bit my finger tip. "Rawr." He mumbled. "Oh please." I rolled my eyes. "Let me go and kiss me." He spit my finger out and brought his lips to mine. 

        I got up and dressed. "Want me to make some food?" H asked from the kitchen. "You can for you, but i'm just going to stop by the gas staion." "Okay." As I did my tie, I walked past the kitchen. "Hey." H called. "Hmm?" I stuck my head in the kitchen door way. "No 'good bye' kiss?" He asked, smirking. I rolled my eyes again. "Fine. Come here." He walked over and grabbed my face. Kissing me. I looked deep into his eyes. "Wow. You sure know how to make every kiss count." "Well. Who knows how long I have to wait for another one? Gotta' get my Graser-Kiss bar as full as I can before you leave." I smiled faintly. "You really arn't upset about the job..?" "No. I'm not. Graser, it's okay." He gently rubbed my cheek. Then kissed me good bye once more before I wrapped my arms around him in a tight hug. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you too..See you tonight." "Bye." I released him and walked out the door.

H's POV

        Graser didn't understand. I was completly okay with him getting his job. Honestly, being with him every secon of every day made our love dull. Now that we wont have the time we did before, we can make it bright again. 

        I picked up my cell from the counter once I was done with my cereal. "Let's see.." I Googled resturants in the town. I was going to reserve a table for two at a nice resturant. I was going to take Graser out to eat on Saturday. His first day off for the week. Saturday was..lets see...it's Wednesday, so we had like three days. I'm sure he would love a nice dinner. Then when we got home..Yes. This Saturday would be great. 

        I reserved our table then went to the bedroom. I noticed I had kept TeamSpeak open. But my mic was muted and I was in a room alone. I moved my self into a new room. TYBZI and Parker where there. "Hey guys." "Hey." "So how is Graser's job going?" TYBZI asked. "Pretty good. He gets paid a lot. And he works five days a week." "Damn. That's great!" "Yup. We wont have to worry to much about money. But...I feel like Graser's keeping secrets from me.." "Hmm?" "How so?" Parker asked. Suddenly serious. "The other day..We um..Were.." "Dude. You can say you had sex. We don't really care." TYBZI noted. "Okay. Then we were having sex. Then right after, he opened his mouth as if to say somthing then stopped." "So?" "He ignored my questions and hesitated. I don't know...I guess it just be in my head." "Dude. Graser loves you." TYBZI started. "More then anything. He tells us all the time. Any time you come up in the conversation. If he is cheating on you, then he is either really sorry for doing so, or he didn't mean to." "But honestly." Parker added. "Graser would never cheat. You where is first real love. No way he would mess that up." I felt warm tears form in my eyes. "You just need to trust him, H." TYBZI said. "Y-Yeah..I guess so. Well uh." I sniffled. Damn it. "H. Don't cry.." "I'm not c-crying! But I have to go clean. The dishes will get crusty." "Okay. Bye H. Remember we are here to talk to." "Okay.." "Bye." "Bye." "ByeBye." I muted my mic and logged off the TeamSpeak. 

        I guess I really was reading this wrong...Graser would never do anything like cheating. Not to me. He loves me. 'He loves Me.' I repeated over and over in my head until it started to stick. "He loves me." I said out loud. "Me and only me. He said so." I washed the dishes, and let my tears drip into the soapy water. "H-He loves m-me.." I hick-uped. 

        I was blowing this out of proportion. I did this before...When I though he was cheating on me..

 "Oh my god, you nasty! I am wearing clothes! Why? What are you wearing? Nice, that sounds pretty damn sexy." My fists tightened just a bit. I don't know why I was getting so jealous, but I was. "No. H would be upset..." He paused. Then laughed. "Okay. How about tonight? Maybe I can send H to the store or something. Then you could hop on over? Sound good?" He giggled again. I got angry...He was going to...to cheat on m-me..? I stomped off to the guest room. I shut and locked the door. Resting my head in my hands, I ran over the thoughts of what I just heard. Trying to find things that said I was crazy and he wasn't going to cheat on me. But every thought brought it back to the same conclusion. 

        Blew a simple conversation into something it wasn't. 

        I am just so scared of loosing him...But I know what he would say if I told him. 

"I am NOT cheating on you! You hear me?"  "I loooove you."

        I couldn't tell him what I thought...Because I didn't fully believe my thoughts...

        No. He wasn't cheating. He couldn't be. But if that wasn't it...What was he keeping a secret..?