Do It For GBomb ~GBomb FanFic~

An Uncomfortably Fake Smile

Graser's POV

        I walked down to the guest room. Completely unaware of what the hell happened last night. I tapped lightly on the door. "Rusher?" I called softly. I heard sniffinling. I opened the door. Rusher sat in the corner with his head on his knees and his arms wrapped around himself. "Rusher..?" I asked again and walked over to him. Kneeling down infront of him, I placed a hand on his shoulder. He lifted his head and looked at me. Snot and tears smudged all over his face. "Why are you crying..?" I asked. He drew his hand accross his nose, whipping away some of the goo. "I messed up..." He whispered softly. "You what..?" I asked, not hearing what he said. "I-I fucking m-messed up, Graser...I fucking messed up!" My eyes grew in size and I gently shook the hand I had on his shoulder. "What did you do..? Why was Dolphin sleeping in our bed?" "I..I..I hurt him..." He put his head down again. I was so startled, I fell back on my butt. "How did you hurt him..?!" I practicaly shouted. He just cried. "Rusher! Answer me." He looked up again. "I...R-Raped him...and hit him.." 

        What had I just heard....?

        "You...You...." I released him and shot my self backwards two feet. Rusher...raped Dolphin..? I took in a breath and straightened my back. Holding my fists tight. "Get up." I said squarly. He looked up at me. "W-What..?" "I said get up." He slowly stood up. I grabbed his bare arm. And pullled him to the door and down the hall.

        In the livingroom, Dolpin was wrapped up in Mitch's arms. Tomahawk was looking at them and H was leaning on the wall with his head in his hand. I pushed Rusher by his arma dn he stumbled forward. Almost, but not falling. He looked back at me with large eyes. I crossed my arms. Said nothing. Tomahawk clentched his fists and took a step toward Rusher. "You fucking ass hole..." He said under his breath. As he raised his fist to hit Rusher, H shot off the wall and held him back. "Let me go!" He yelled. "Hiting him wont help!" H hissed at him. Rusher took a step back, not wanting to be attacked. "Maybe he diserves it." I said under my breath. Rusher shot a worried, and scared glance at me. Then he starightened his back, took in a breath. "Yes, I diserve it. I hurt Ryan. Both physicaly and mentally. And I...I know sorry wont fix anything." He turned to Dolphin, who had released Mitch. Mitch had his arm around Dolphin's shoulder, I guess for support. "I know you wont take me back. I wouldn't. I just..." He took a step closer to him. "Want you to know how sorry I am. And I want you to know I will NEVER do anything like it again..." 

        I saw right threw Rusher's lies. He may have been sorry, but he didn't mean he would never do it again. A person doesn't change just like that. And also, after he said that...Just for a momant...He looked down at Dolphin's pants...And slightly made his fists. 

        Lies.

        It was silent for a long moment. "I...I believe you..." Dolphin said softly. Rusher's shoulders slacked. "Thank you, Ryan...I am so sorry..." He slowly raised his arms to hug Dolphin. Dolphin quikley glanced at H. Who just shrugged. Dolphin looked completly terrified. But slowly walked into the hug. I flintched when he did. Had no one seen his lies...? Could I be completly wrong..?

        I could tell the hug had gone on for an awkwardly long moment. ANd Dolphin didn't know how to release it. I could tell Dolphin still loved him...But he knew there was no way for Rusher to love him back. When Rusher's fett moved closer to Dolphin's, and he started slightly rubbing his back, I stepped up. "Okay. Long enough." I said. Rusher let him go. He had a smile on that stretched from ear to ear. 

        An uncomfortably fake smile.