Do It For GBomb ~GBomb FanFic~

Show Me You Love Me For Me

H's POV

        Fortunately, Graser was not a fast runner. I was able to catch him easily. I reached out and grabbed his arm, sanking him to a stop. "H! Leave me alone, please!" "No! Talk to me!" He pulled his arm away and stared at me. "Why can't you except my issues..H?" he asked, looking directly into my eyes. I stood straighter. "B-Because, Graser. My feelings for you are just to...strong. I don't want to push you to anything. But something as simple as a kiss..? I don't understand why you get so mixed up." "Because H! These people know me! I don't want them thinking i'm some gay fre-" He stopped himself. His mouth dropped open and his eyes enlarged. I hick-uped. I felt tears pressing up againced my eyes. I didn't want to cry. "O-Oh...So that's it. It's because i'm a guy. If I was a girl, you would kiss me when ever. That's it. Huh? You wont kiss me because i'm the same gender. Well, Graser, sorry I have a fucking penis!" "H-H...That's not what I ment." "No. It is what you ment. And you know that better then god all-mighty. You don't want to be judged for who you love. I don't care though. I get it. You don't want to love me. You just want to love my body." "No, H! I-I'm sorry. Okay? I didn't mean it that way." "No, you did. At home, we could do anything. But you don't want me out in the public. Well. Then fine. Call me when you want my dick up your ass. Since you don't love me enough to say it anyother way." I turned and started walking away. Still doing a good job keeping back the tears. When I was almost to the car, I heard foot steps running behind me. Then someone's arms wrapped around my body. 

Graser's POV

        "H! I'm so fucking sorry! I don't want you for your body! I love you for you! And how beautiful your heart is. I don't need you to have sex with me! I don't care if your a guy. I wouldn't care if you were a girl! Please H, believe me!" Tears ran down my cheeks so fast you would think I was drowning. I put my head on his shoudler and cried into his shirt. We stayed like this for a short moment. "...Graser..." He whispered. He put his hand gently on my arm, which was wrapped around his shoulder. "Graser if you want me to believe you, then you need to show me." "O-Of cousre H! H-How?" He made me realese him. "Kiss me infront of people. People you do, or do not know. And-And I want to see if you can still feel the same about me...if we don't have sex for a we-week. Got it?" I nodded. "That's no issue. Because I love you." Tears started down his face too. He grabbed my face and brought it to his. Kissing me. I slid my hands past his arms and grabbed his face as well. I kissed more of his upper lip. Then he pulled away. "Now kiss me inside." I nodded and he grabbed my hand, brining me back inside. Instantly I felt the stares. 'Do it for H...You can do it...Just remember it's for H...'  He grabbed my face just as he did outside. But he hesitated. So I grabbed his face too and started the kiss. He seemed to be shocked, then started kissing too. This time, he took over and kissed more of my upper lip. I let the stares melt away from my thoughts.

        When we had stopped kissing, H brought me back to the car. "That...was amazing..." He said lightly as he buckled up. "But you still need to show me you don't love me for my body. You have to go a week with out any sex. O-Okay?" I nodded. "I don't need your body, H. I need your heart." He started to tear up and I kissed him. Then I repeated what he had said to me.

        "Don't cry. It worries me when you cry."