will you love me? : Shizaya.

Chapter 3

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No one's Pov

Shizuo stepped in and looked at izaya. His eyes widened as he saw Izaya's wrist and face. He was crying and his wrist was bleeding.

Shizuo's Pov

I looked at Izaya's wrist and saw that it was bleeding from what it looked like wounds." H-Hello S-Shizu-chan... ist-there anything I can h-help y-you with?" He stuttered out his eyes wide from the shock of the door shattering."The fuck is this!?"I screamed as I walked closer to izaya. He didn't answer."I'm asking you a question, flea what the fuck is this?" He just stared at the floor with something behind his back. so I grabbed his other hand which was behind his back and saw a bloody knife. His eyes started to water as he looked up to me." What the fuck where you doing, Flea!?" I asked looking down at him" Nothing" he said and I let his hind go but before that, I pulled up his sleeve and saw a lot of scars and cuts. A tear slipped down his face as he looked at me. I took a step back. making him flinch. He looked hurt I turned around and walked out and took my phone out and called Shinra.

Izaya's Pov

I fell onto the floor silently crying.' I knew that he wouldn't care about me at all but i-i thought that you would care. Even if it where for a second I would do anything for you to care about me just for that moment'I thought- until I felt dizzy. my head started spinning and The last thing I remember is everything turning dark and then fell unconscious.

Time skip half a day.

I woke up to people talking I tried to open my eyes but when I opened them a bright light Shinde its way through and made me close my eyes and squint until my eyes had adjusted to the bright light. I overheard the people talking they sounded very familiar "so you're telling me the Flea had depression and I just made it worse" said the voice but I soon realized it was shizuo. the only one who calls me Flea is shizuo and the only one who knows about depression is Shinra. I slowly sat up and looked around, I was at Shinra's place. I quickly stood up but had to lean on the wall for support until I reached the door. I slowly opened the door and peeked outside and saw shizuo and Shinra talking. " why did you even call didn't you say you hate him?"Shinra asked with a serious face. " I don't know I just felt like it would be wrong to leave him," Shizuo said sounding confused with his own words."u-um"I said quietly thinking no one would hear me but shizuo and Shinra turned there head toward me making  me close the door and look it so no one would come in. But that didn't last long. The door flew off its hinges and shizuo and Shinra stepped in. I was hiding in a corner. They looked at me the shizuo dragged my arm and threw me on the bed I quickly sat up and looked at shizuo with a confused face." why? Why did you do it?" Shisuo asked but I didn't answer. I just looked at my hands feeling as if I spoke they would hate me even more than they already did."Answer me, Flea!" Shizuo screamed making me flinch. I was scared." shizuo calm down you scaring him, He's not who you think he is" Shinra quietly said to shizuo."I-I'm sorry*hic* I didn't mean to make you angry" I cried out, tears slowly dripping down my face. Shizuo looked shocked. Seeing his enemy crying. Shinra sat down on the bed and put his hand on my back. Rubbing up and down(that sounds wrong)"Shinra you don't have to pity me I already know you don't like me"I said to Shinra he looked as if he had been betrayed." where did you get that from?" he asked . " you just gave me some pills and threw me out and you don't care if I have been hurt and you wouldn't care if I died" I cried. "Izaya listen to me okay. I care about you the reason I just threw you out was because I was mad and upset with myself I really do care about you," he whispered to me. Shizuo just stood there confused. I looked up at him tears in my eyes."Shinra can you leave the room I want to talk to izaya alone for a sec." Shinra looked at me with but then looked at shizuo and nodded. He walked out leaving me and shizuo alone in the room."S-Shizuo c-can I ask you something? I asked"What?" He said in a rough voice."U-Umm how much did he tell you." I asked" tell me what," He asked, " About m-my p-past." I said." All I'm going to tell you is that I know more than you think" he answered, "now it's my time to ask you a question." He said "O-okay" I stuttered out." why? why did you do it?"Shizuo asked. "..."I stayed silent." you're just pitying me. Aren't you "I said." Yeah, I am. I'm just pitying you. You probably just did this for the attention." He said. I froze. I couldn't move. I didn't want the truth. He was just pitying me. And just when I thought you cared about me.

I heard footsteps I looked up and Shizuo started walking to the door and then he said " if you going to do it again just kill you're self, because" and then he slammed the door shut(wait wasn't the door broken it was but celty's shadows fixed it)
A tear ran down my face as I started crying "what have I done" I quietly whispered to myself. As I laid down and cried until I fell asleep.
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I was literally writing this in school while we had our history lesson. I panicked so much every time the teacher went by me.lol never doing that again.

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