Neo World | [Nagito x Hajime]

Chapter 8: Out of Your Mind

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Hajime's P.O.V.

My legs felt horribly weak. I was already on my knees, but I felt like collapsing completely. My face was cherry red and my head was spinning.

Panting like a dog, I just simply looked down at him and saw him on his knees, laughing like a maniac.

He just...

He really just sucked me off... without asking.

There was no verbal consent; except for Nagito's repeated reminder that I could escape any time I wanted. And what really hurt me was: I could have easily slipped away. Without a doubt. Taken the ropes off and stomped his head down.

But I didn't.

"This is amazing, Hajime..." Nagito sputtered, looking up at me with crazed eyes. "This is really the battle between hope and despair! The despair of being captured and harassed versus enjoying it! Which one is it, Hajime?~" His laughs echoed as he wiped spit off his chin and grabbed my thighs.

I didn't stop him. I let him. I sat here and let him do all of this to me. I even... I even asked him not to stop. I freed my own forearms so I could just shove him down more.

I simply sat, breathing heavily and consulting my own mind.

The physicality... the feeling... was fucking awesome. I hadn't ever even been touched like this before, let alone this...

Why did I crave more? Why did seeing him in this state arouse me? Why am I not stopping? What the hell am I doing?!?!

"You know," he whispered, kissing my dick and sitting up straight, loosening the rope around my arms and chest and pulling it over my head and throwing it. "I don't even have to restrain you!~ It'll be more fun like this..."

I weakly rubbed my arms and closed my eyes, enjoying the freedom. I felt his hands trail up my hips and up to my chest, removing my tie and unbuttoning my shirt for me.

"We're going to... keep going?" I asked pathetically. I wanted to ask why he's doing this and how this is fair! He never told me this was going to happen.

I should've seen it coming, though.

But I couldn't reason with him while he was like this. He was clearly in another state of mind entirely. This is how he would act during the class trials...

"Of course!" He exclaimed, practically tearing my shirt off of me. I sat still, letting him do as he pleased. I wanted to fight back... right?

"This time there'll be more pleasure for the both of us... I'll be sure to be more gentle because it's your first time...~" he cooed. There was an actual hint of genuine consideration in his voice.

He cared, right? I matter to him? All of this is for his hunger... what did I do to make him like this?... most of all...

I'm still fucking sitting here?!

I gathered the strength to ask him. "Why? Just why? Why did you tie me up? Isn't this rape?"

Nagito looked down at me and smiled, his demeanour switching to a calm one. "Truly... as I said before..." he said, running his hand across my chest and stomach. "I love you." He stared me directly in the eyes with his light grey ones as he said those words.