Two weeks later
Since that night I kicked Tianna hoe ass off the bus and my life, fuck her. Kira went home a week ago, so I was once again alone. I haven't talked to Cube either since that night, and I couldn't stand to be around him. So I stopped traveling on the bus, and started traveling in the van with the road crew.
I just wanted to be left alone and the rest of the guys just kept asking what happened, but neither of us said anything. They just knew that Cube and I weren't together anymore. At first I really wanted to say fuck it and go home, but my aunt told me if I tried it she wouldn't let me in the house. So I dealt with all of this by working on my music. My album was almost done, but Dre thought we should do one or two more songs. Right now the guys were partying again, in Dre's room this time...I think. I was in my room on the phone with my auntie-momma, she's been getting me through these tough days.
"Is Eric taking care of you?" She asked
"More like I'm taking care of him." I said and she laughed
"I know how that goes, but the two of you together. Lord have mercy." She said
"I know we were bad." I said
"Yes you two are, but I miss you."
"I miss you too ma, I miss all of you....and my bed." I added and she laughed
"Well it's just a few more weeks."
"I'm counting down the days. I just need a break from all of this."
"How are you doing with everything?" I told her about me and Cube but I never went into details about what happened. Now for some reason I just let it all out
"I knew that girl was no good."
"I know I just can't believe he did this to me."
"He's an idiot, all men are."
"Ma I just cant stop thinking about him."
"You love him." She stated
"I do, and I just can't helping thinking maybe if I didn't it wouldn't hurt so bad." I said as I felt tears come to my eyes, I cried a lot theses days.
"Aww baby, I wish I was there to hold you."
"I wish you were here too." I said
"You should talk to him, clear the air. Then when this tours over you come home and give each other space. Does he know how you feel?"
"No. I've just been putting all of my emotions into my music. I just finished writing this song, I can't wait for you to hear it."
"I cant wait to hear the whole thing. Niecy baby you've always been so talented. Now both of my babies are blowing up. I can't wait to get my two grammys on a shelf in the new house." She said
"New house?" I asked confused
"Eric got us a new house, he said it was from both of you."
"Well Eric didn't tell me anything."
"Really? I'll talk to him about it." She said and I heard some yelling in the hell
"No mama, I'll talk to him. Um something going on I'll call you back." I said
"Alright I love you."
"I love you too." I said then hung up the phone. I heard some banging in the hall, I got up and opened my door to see 2 big guys running down the hall from Eazy, Cube, Ren, Dre, and D.O.C, who were holding guns. Once the guys were gone they started laughing
"Really?" I asked crossing my arms
"Just handing a little business." Eazy said and I rolled my eyes
"Y'all are gonna get us kicked out of this hotel." I said glancing down the hall seeing two topless girls standing there. Then I looked at Cube who was looking at me
"We'll be fine, get some sleep." Eazy said as they headed back to the room
"E I need to talk to you." I said
"Tomorrow sis I got you." He said going back in the room and the girls following, but Cube stopped one of them
"Bye Felicia." He said pushing her back into the hall and closing the door. My jaw dropped as she knocked on the door
I just shook my head and walked back into my room.
I didn't get a chance to talk to Eazy the next morning, actually I didn't see Eazy until that afternoon. When me and guys were coming back from Fatburger, and I saw Eazy and Jerry having lunch in the hotel restaurant. I rolled my eyes and headed up stairs with the guys I glanced back and saw Cube heading over to them. When I felt an arm wrap around me, I looked and saw Dre.
"What?" I asked
"Niecy tell me what do we have to do to get you back on the bus with us?" he asked
"Dre I'm cool where I'm at. I don't want to stop ya'll from having fun." I said
"Fuck that we can be chill for a few days."
"I don't want you guys to feel like you have to for me. Just keep doin you, I'm fine."
"Come on Niecy it's not the same without you." Yella said and I rolled my eyes
"Just come chill with us tonight please?" Dre asked with a fake pout making me laugh
"Fine." I said and Dre hugged me
"Oh yeah Tyree coming out next week."
"Oh shit, the last thing he needs to to be around ya'll in party mode."
"What?" Yella said acting offended
"He's gonna get in trouble out here and Ms. Verna is gonna kill you." I teased
"No he wont'." Dre said
"Dre it's Tyree, he invented acting before thinking." I said and he froze
"Shit.' He said and then looked at me
"Niecy-"
"Hell no, I'm not watching Tyree." I said
"You already taking care of us." Yella said I shook my head
"I'm busy." I said and they laughed as I walked to my room
"Come on Niecy."
"No!" I said walking in my room and shutting the door. I could hear them laughing as they moved down the hall. As I laid back on my bed getting ready to take a nap.
