Life's pretending only

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If I'm gone at least I'm free
If I'm gone at moment I'm happy
If I die my peace of freedom I got

If I die my smile of freedom I'm good
If I'm talking a lot my smile return
If I'm talking silent my smile gone

If I'm good I'll be good only little
If I'm bad I'll be bad forever
My smile happen only bitter

My smile die only a little wait
No problem with my mind but I'm not ready
No problem my head but I'm sick to pretend

How much I love my smile return I miss it
How much I like my happiness will disappear
I know it hurts to believe
I know it hard to change

My freedom is gone
My space went
My own thought went
My mouth only pretend

Why I can't smile
Why I look dying
Why I'm depressed
Whose to responsibility

No one's care of me
No one's to stay with me but I know it was only me
My life's only disaster

My life makes feel a tear
My life cruel of life
My pretending of life it was horrible

My pretending of fake life it was amazing
Seeing the sun brighter I missed
Seeing the moon warmth I missed

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