Every Breath He Takes

Chapter 6

It's been a few days since that incident and things have slowly gotten better. The boys were slightly more protective but nothing too extreme, they still follow the rules Jin made.

Jin was currently at the store doing some clothes shopping. So far nothing really caught his eye until he saw this large oversized pink hoodie. He immediately grabbed it and went to try it on.

It looked good on him. As he was admiring himself in the mirror his phone rang. "Hello?" Jin answered.

"You should get that. It looks really good on you, brings out your cuteness more. In my opinion it would look better without the pants though~"

"Hoseok! I told you to stop watching me like this. If you wanna watch then just come with me. We made a deal." Jin pouted.

"I know baby. That's why you should turn around." Hoseok hung up the phone. When Jin turned around the dressing room door was opened, and then locked back up by Hoseok who pinned Jin against the full body mirror.

"This looks so much better one you in person than through a screen. Its so big on you it makes you look tiny yet somehow manages to still compliment that small waist of yours. I just can't resist you baby." Hoseok purred into Jin's ear.

Jin was blushing redder than a tomato. "Hobi nooo..." Jin whined when he felt Hoseoks lips on his neck, biting hard. "Hobi please, we are in public." Jin tried reasoning with Hoseok who seemed very determined to fuck Jin where he stood.

"Don't care baby, wanna show who you belong to." Hoseok said in a tone that made Jin's legs go weak and he would've collapsed if Hoseok wasn't holding him up.

-2 hours later-

"Did you find everything you were looking for sir?" The cashier innocently asked not noticing the marks on Jin's neck. Hoseok had a smug grin on his face while Jin was giving him a death glare.

"Y-Yes, everything went fine." Jin said as calmly as possible. He quickly paid for his clothes and went back to his dorm, Hoseok not far behind. Jin got changed into something more comfortable and was about to watch some tv when Hoseok asked the question he had been avoiding.

"Have you told the others yet?" Hoseok asked, curious if Jin did tell them about the cutting and attempted suicide. He didn't fail to notice how pale Jin suddenly got. "Jinnie, you need to tell them. I know your scared to and worried about how it'll effect them but they need to know. What are you gonna do when another day like today comes only it won't be me fucking you in broad daylight. You can't hide it forever Jin." Hoseok lectured.

"I know that Hobi...But what am I supposed to say?! Am I supposed to go up to them and say 'Hey guys you probably didn't know this but before we were together and before I knew it was you guys stalking me, I cut myself on a daily basis and almost committed suicide because of that.' I don't think they'll take the news very well. I don't want them feeling responsible or guilty for something I need." Jin said, well more like ranted. He took deep breathes and felt slightly better for getting that off his chest.

Hoseok hugged Jin close and tight, trying to calm him down. "I know baby, it's something that you can't easily say. So I'm sorry but I had to do this, you can yell at me later." Jin was confused by Hoseok sudden apology but then froze when Hoseok lifted his phone up and reveal a call.

A group call to his other boyfriends. "Hobi you didn't." Jin's voice was faint and almost gave out on him. "I did baby, I'm sorry but they needed to know." Hoseok kissed Jin's forehead and then left his dorm to give him so alone time before the others showed up.

The first one to show up was Namjoon being right across from Jin. Namjoon was more or less angry at Jin for not telling him before sadness replaced the burning rage.  "Why hyung? Why would you go as far as to attempt suicide?" Namjoon asked wanting an answer.

"Joonie...please believe me when I say that if i had known it was you and the others I wouldn't have even touched the knife in the first place. But I didn't know it was you guys, I thought some random dudes were stalking me and honestly thought that was my only chance at escape. I love you and the others so much, I couldn't bare to be away from you." Jin said while holding the taller one in his arms.

After Namjoon came Yoongi next. Now Yoongi was full on blood boiling rage. And Yoongi scared Jin the most when angry because when Yoongi got mad, he got physical. "What in the actual fuck Jin! What right did you have to keep this from us huh?! How do you think this would've effected us! If we can't handle being away from you for a few days then do you fucking think we could handle being away from you permanently?!" Jin flinched and tried so hard to fight the tears.

He knew it was Yoongi's rage talking but it still hurt. He knew words wouldn't calm him down so he did the only thing he could. He pushed Yoongi onto the couch, straddling him, and kissed him. Even in his angry kisses were brutal, Yoongi was practically shoving his tongue down Jin's throat and refused to let up.

They pulled away when the need for oxygen became too much. Jin was catching his breath when Yoongi ripped his shirt and pants off. "Y-Yoongi stop it! I just bought these!" Jin yelled.

Yoongi stopped when he got the clothes off, leaving Jin in just his underwear, and got a really good look at his flower's body. "Never and I mean NEVER pull this shit again. Do you understand me." Yoongi said. His tone leaving no room for arguments.

Jin was trembling and the dam finally broke, he didn't like this Yoongi. This Yoongi was mean, he wanted his Yoonie. "I-I'm sorry Yoonie. I-I didn't mean to, I was j-just so scared and I didn't k-know it was you..." Jin cried out.

Any rage Yoongi had left vanished when he felt his heart break at the sight of Jin crying his eyes out. Yoongi then started kissing the tears away. "Shhh its okay flower, I'm so sorry for getting so mad. I didn't mean to scare you but please don't do this ever again. Alright?" Yoongi asked.

Jin silently nodded yes, through the tears he saw how Yoongi was staring at his body. He felt shy all of sudden and tried to hide away. Yoongi saw this.

"No don't hide yourself, I wanna memorize each cut and scar. You don't need to hide, you beautiful no matter what and I'll always love you. Come on." Yoongi then picked Jin up from his lap and took him to the bed.

He lied down next to Jin. "Get some rest because you will have to deal with Jimin, Tae, And Jungkook tomorrow. They're asleep but Hoseok probably left a message with the audio."

Jin didn't say anything just cuddled closer to Yoongi and slowly drifted off to sleep, dreading the following morning and what was to come.