Every Breath He Takes

Chapter 4

"Jin~ Your hope is here." Hoseok said in a chipper tone as he walked into Jin's dorm no problem. He didn't see him so he knew he was still in bed.

He walked in the room and the sight in front of him was almost too good to be true. "Well is my baby tired from last night still?" Hoseok teased Jin who threw a pillow at him.

"Shut up and come cuddle me Hobi. I can't feel my legs." Jin pouted, he tried to get out of bed but practically had to crawl to the bathroom to get cleaned up.

"Oh? And do you trust me enough to just cuddle?" Hoseok smirked as he got on top of Jin, pinning him down. "Hobi noooo...I'm too sore." Jin whined, mostly because it was noon now and he couldn't easily hide his scars now.

"You are so cute Jin." Hoseok leaned down and started planting hickeys on Jin's neck. "Mmmnmm...Hobi please. I'm tir-AH!" Jin let out a squeal when Hoseok bit his neck, right where it was most sensitive.

Hoseok let out a low chuckle. "Are you sure you're just tired? Cause that reaction says other...wise.. Jin what are those?" Hoseok asked now noticing the scars on his upper arms.

The atmosphere went tense, Jin felt the worried and concerned look in Hoseok eyes. Jin was shaking and panicking, he wasn't ready to tell them. He didn't want them feeling guilty or responsible for what he did to himself. But how was he gonna get out of this?

"Jin? Answer me." Hoseok said, getting more worried by the second. By now he has climbed off of Jin and just watched as Jin tried to hide his body. Keyword: Tried. "Baby no, your beautiful no matter what and your not in trouble. I just wanna know how to got those scars on your arm." Hoseok said in the most calm tone he could.

"...m...." Hoseok was confused, he didn't hear what Jin said. "Baby speak up a little, I can't here you." Hoseok sweetly said.

Jin took a deep breath before taking the blanket off, revealing more scars. "It was me...I made these scars. The knife I used is in my bathroom cabinet..." Immediately Hoseok stood up and ran into the bathroom, he took the pocket knife and hid it in his shirt pocket.

"Jin...Baby why would you hurt yourself like this. Who made you do this to yourself." Hoseok asked but didn't get answer. After a few minutes of silence it clicked. "W-We did this to you? We made you cut yourself?" Hoseok stuttered. Jin gave a hesitant nod.

Hoseok was shocked and felt like something just broke inside of him. The person he vowed to love and protect...was slowly killing him self because of him. Hoseok stood and was about to leave when Jin hugged him from behind.

"No don't leave Hobi! Its not your fault I didn't know it was you guys, I did this to myself please don't leave me." Jin sobbed. "Please don't feel guilty for something I did." Jin tried to reassure him. Hoseok turned around and trapped Jin between his arms against the wall.

"How can I not?! You did this to yourself because of us. Because of what we did to you. How can I not feel guilty? Tell me Jin." Jin was surprised by the outburst. Hoseok started to kiss Jin's upper arms, each kiss where his scars were.

"Can you tell me that Jin?" Hoseok asked. "Hobi...I know I shouldn't have done this and I'm sorry, but you didn't know and I didn't know it was you and the others. If I did I wouldn't have cut myself. Hoseok please don't beat yourself up. I love you Hobi." Jin gently kissed Hoseok.

Hoseok melted into the kiss and picked Jin up, making him wrap his legs around Hoseok's waist. "I love you too baby. You know we'll have to tell the others and keep a close eye on you. Don't want to relapsing back."

"I know Hobi but for now can we just forget all that and have an intimate moment. Please Hobi? I want you to ruin me~" Jin said in a seductive tone.

"God you are just too tempting." Hoseok said before sealing his lips over Jin's.

-Later-

"Jin? Exactly how bad did you harm yourself exactly?" Hoseok asked, the question suddenly popping into his now after he pretty much fucked Jin into next week.

"If I tell you then you'll beat yourself up more." Jin said as he cuddled closer to Hoseok. Hoseok gave Jin a serious look. "Jin I'm serious, how bad did it get."

Jin didn't like the look Hoseok was giving him. He sighed before speaking. "There were times I didn't eat at all and...one close call." Jin couldn't bring himself to elaborate more on that.

Jin felt Hoseok arms tighten their hold on him. "Never do that again baby. I don't know what we would do without you in our lives. From now on we will be watching you to make sure you don't do this again. Hearing that you had one close call was enough. Do I make myself clear?" Hoseok said in a demanding tone that sent shivers up Jin's spine.

"Yes Hobi." Hoseok tightly gripped Jin's waist. "Yes what?" Jin gasped at the sudden grip while Hoseok feigned ignorance despite his face and tone saying otherwise.

"Yes daddy." Jin turned bright red and hid his face in Hoseok's chest.

"Good. Don't worry baby, we'll take care of you. Starting by showering you with love and screwing you hard into this mattress." Jin hit Hoseok in the face with his pillow at that statement but he wasn't mad. He liked the idea.

And honestly speaking, Jin was already weak for them and ready to have them fuck him. It was beyond pure bliss.

And he has yet to be touched by Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook.