Kellin's P.O.V
After I checked Vic out of the hospital and issued the bill under my mom's tab , I drove him back so he could rest and went home to pack some clothes to bring over to Vic's house for later tonight . He suggested that I save the trouble and wear his clothes . I tried on one of his T-shirts just now when I dropped him off and I looked like I was about to tear his clothes apart. Hell no I wasn't fat. You can't contain this muscles baby.
And then he suggested I wore his brother's clothes but it was way too skanky for my liking . I don't like my nips being exposed , thank you very much. Besides , I can only sleep in my custom made silk pyjamas.
I got home and my driver was already waiting for me with a duffle bag that Consuela helped pack for me in the backseat. I went in the house to put down my car keys and walked back out only to be stopped by the sound of my mother's voice ,
"Kelly Kins? Would you come to the kitchen for a bit? "
Who was I to disobey her? She was afterall my personal atm machine.
" yes mom, what's up? " I said causually as I sat on the barstool at the counter next to her.
"How's your boyfriend? " She asked and I could feel myself blushing . Okay, yes I blushed. Big deal.
"He's alright , resting at home " I said , trying not to sound to flustered
"Hmmm " she hummed as she looked through sheets of reports from the hospital , probably one of her patients , " Kellin , remember when you brought Vic in yesterday ? "
" uhh yeah... "
" I did a couple of x-rays on him to make sure that his internal wasn't damaged and we found out that he has a tumor in his brain . " She said getting straight to the point , giving me a sympathic look afyer that and pulled me into a hug
W-what? How the hell am I suppose to take this in. Just this morning I was all happy hugging him and kissing him and now I'm greeted with news that he has a brain tumor?!
I pushed her away from me .
" You're a doctor! Why didn't you perform surgery on him ?! " I practically yelled
" He has a slow growing tumor , Kellin . It can't be cured, doesn't matter what we try either ways the result will end up the same "
In other words she's telling me that he'll end uo dead.
Oh I was pissed. Pissed that he not once mentioned anything about this to me . 7I needed to see him now .
I ran out of the house and into the backseat of the car.
"Vic's house now!"
By now the driver should be familiar with the road to getting to Vic's house. I've been there nearly a million times.
I couldn't help but think about what my mother said to me back in the kitchen. Why him ? I mentally asked god , Jesus whatever it is up there. What did he do to deserve this type of faith? There was so many regrets I had. So many things I wish I could have changed .
This is horrible.
I feel horrible.
Life is horrible.
I spotted Vic's house just ahead and I didn't even wait for him to stop . I swung the door open and hopped out of the car with my duffle bag swung over my shoulder .
My fist was pounding furiously on the wooden door infront of me. The door opened and there stood my small sized hispanic .
He looked up at me , grinning completely unaware of what I know. I had already plan what I was going to say to him in the car. A whole long ass speech on how he's being selfish keeping this to himself. But right now after see-ing the adorableness on his face , everything that I meant to yell at him went away. Instead I found tears running down my face as I hugged the boy that I loved tightly in my arms , not letting go even after Vic told me he couldn't breathe .
If this went according to script I would be yelling in his face now, questioning him .
I didn't .
" I know , Vic. I know " I said , pulling away from him a little so I don't end up squeezing the life out of him.
" What do you know Kells? " He asked with such innocence , his mouth still holding the same grin.
" About your brain tumor "
His smile dropped and suddenly he started looking all sad . Hell, I would to if I was in his position. He pulled away from me and started pacing infront of me .
" I'm sorry kells . I know I should have told you b-but I din't expect us to happen. God , I feel so horrible! I- Please , oh my god. Forgive me ! Please d- "
I cut him off by placing my hand on his shoulders to stop him from pacing and kissed him softly on the lips to which he returned.
*
We were in his room holding each other on his bed just talking about things . Really heart to heart things.
"I've had it since I was four . And as I grew it started getting more serious, the doctors told me that they can't do anything about it and that I could only live up to 22 , if I'm lucky maybe even 23. I thought that it would be okay y'know , I had everything planned. I would finish high school without anyone acknowledging my existence and then I would move to another city away from family. That way they wouldn't have too see me go , it hurts them to see me like this. They don't say it but I know. " He started playing with my fingers and cuddled more into me. I rubbed at his back , trying to comfort him.
" And then you came into my life. And now everything's just messed up. You made me forget about all the bad things , about my plan. You made me want to stay here with you forever yet I know that's impossible. How am I going to say goodbye to you Kellin? I can't say goodbye to you . " He cried making me cry too. This is the second time he's seen me cry and no one's ever seen me cry before.
" Don't say goodbye then , don't. Stay forever with me . We'll get through this together " I held up my pinky for him to hook . He wiped the tears off his puffy eyes and gave me a small smile , hooking my pinky .
"It's me and you against the world " I kissed his forehead.
After that , we decided not to bring up the subject anymore. For now , all we wanted was to get lost in our own world.
I think the body contact that we shared was so sensual . That we ended up making out for hours. Not your typical hot and steamy make out session, but a slow and passionate one just like all of our other ones are.
He's upper body was laying on top of me while his lower body was in between my legs , my hands were holdind on to his small waist to keep him in place. He repositioned himself and moved his body a bit more higher so I didn't have to bend my neck too far down to kiss him , accidentally rubbing his body against my buldge making me moan. I was already quite uncomfortable down there when he was laying on top of me while our lips were comforting each other with small strokes but after the sudden friction , he made me that much more uncomfortable .
" Did I do something wrong ? " He pulled back and asked me innocently completely unaware of my situation
" No no , eveything's fine baby " I rolled us over so we were laying on our sides and him away from my boner . He crawled up the bed so his eyes was leveled with mine .
I squeezed his cheeks and told him that I'm fine.
" Let's get some rest , I'm taking you somewhere later "
He nodded and gave me one last peck on the lips before nodding off with his head resting on my arm . I wrapped my arms around him trying not to poke him with my boner and I too fell asleep.
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what you didn't know ➽ Kellic
Romance[Book 1 ] kellin is the rich boy with the world at his feet . Boys wanted to be like him, girls wanted to be with him. He was definately the Regina George of Mission Bay high minus the pink. Vic on the other hand is the poor boy with a secret. He's...
