The Moment I Realized 《BTS Taehyung ff》

Chapter 17 ♥

Taehyung's POV

I was ready to turn around and go you out of the cafe when I heard yuri call my name. I turned around and she spoke. " wait for me, I will get going too". She said in a childish voice. I would be lieing if I say I didn't like her cuteness. "Yeah sure. I will wait out side. Hurry okay?". She nodded as I walked out of the cafe.

I went out and looked at the beautiful view on the seoul streets. I smiled to myslef thinking of how better this could be if jiyoon was by my side. Well, I know she would be by my side but you know, as my girlfriend. As MINE. I was thinking of her when my my eyes caught someone. No two people. It was jiyoon and jungkook. Walking on the pavment in school uniform. Jiyoon's hand in jungkook's. 

I'm jealous. I am seriously, dangerously, annoyingly jealous. I love jiyoon. I know I love her. I should be the person at jungkook's place right now. Why is life so cruel. Why can't I get jiyoon when I will protect her and hold her in my arms until forever?

" I am here!" I heard yuri. I started walking with her and she talked to me about different things. I tried to listen to her but the only one in my mind was jiyoon. Her dark eyes and the beautiful smile of hers. The way her left cheek get a dimple when she smile. The way her eyes become cresents when she laugh. Everything about her.

"Why are you following me? Aren't you going to the library?" Yuri asked, confused. I haven't realized that we already reached school. Oh my load! " Oh sorry. I will get going. See you at class.

I waved my hand at her. I walked towards the library but when I reached there, I had no mood to get in and study. I changed my direction towards the school field and waited there.

I relaxed my self on a bench and looked up at the sky. The first time I met jiyoon came to my mind. She was running towards her class and the time she excidently bumped on me came to mind. I started laughing by my self remembering the ugly cute reaction she had when she was running back to class. She is such a sweet person. Someone I would always love with everything I have. I would always be there for her when she needs me. I want to run to her and hold her hands every morning until i reach school. I want to eat with her on school cafeteria. I want to take her to the amusement park. I wanted to go to the cinema with her. I want us to were matching cloths. I want her to be with me.

My train of thoughts cut when someone came and shook me, holding my shoulders. "Dude what are you doing here? It's been a minutes already since the class started". It was yuri. " oh really lets go". I quickly stood up. I started running towards the class when yuri came and held my hand. I didn't mind that since I was already late so we both ran together. We were very close to class when suddenly yuri was hit by a locker.
She winced in pain and rubbed her sholders and we both were laughing about it when we reached the class.

We set on our respectacted seats. I gave one last look at yuri asking if she was done and she showed me the okay sign. I didn't dare to look at jiyoon or even say hi because if I did, I might never be free from these feelings inside me.

After class we went to the cafeteria. I held yuri's bag because her shoulder should be hurting the accident before. I set with yuri and she started reading her book. Yeah next period is test even If I didn't touch a book. She asked me to read the book with her so I would atleast know some formulas. I listened to her and started reading with her. We were sitting pretty close but I didn't mind and tried to read the book.

After a while, jungkook and jiyoon got into the cafeteria and they set with jaemin and her boyfriend. They were having a quite happy time. I saw jiyoon was spacing out. She kept looking at me every now and then. I knew it even if I did look back at her. Is she thinking about me? Does she he the same feelings towards me? No that ain't possible. Probably because I didnt even say hi.