The Moment I Realized 《BTS Taehyung ff》

Chapter 20 ♥

That was............ TAEHYUNG.

"Umm do you want some help?" I asked whom I kept staring at my eyes what felt like breaking down my soul. "Will you just stare at me like that without letting me in?" He asked. His eyes not leaving mine. "Uh. Oh. Sorry. Please come in." I opened the door more to and moved aside. He came in and placed his shoes in the right side. After that he sat on the couch. He waited for me to join so I want beat him and sat, keeping one feet distance between both of us.

"I came here to give you this bracelet. You left it the day you came to my home and helped me. When I had fever. I kept this at my house all these days, thinking that I would put this on your wrist the next day you come. That was the day I felt the most valued. I will never forget everything you did for me. I was waiting for a next day to feel it but somethings in life are just 'once in a life time' things so I guess it was too. Thats why I thought there was no meaning of keeping this. So I brought it. Keep it safe the way I kept it".

Without even letting me speak, he left the house.

I couldn't help but tears started rolling down. I got the answer for all the questions that was roaming around my head. Taehyung has something for me. I saw it from ìahis eyes. Even if there was a possibilty that he was just sad to loose a bestfriend, my brain wasn't believeing that. I knew he loved me. I do too.

Now how am I supposed to get rid of these feelings. How can I ever let him suffer when I is the only one I love. I can't do it. I had mixed feelings towards jungkook but it's nothing compared to what I have towards taehyung is different.

I didn't know what to do. I stayed in the same position where I was when taehyung left the house. I was sobbing while letting the tears in my eyes fall down. The tears started rolling down faster and my voice became loud. After a while I was crying out loud. I was crying like a kid who just lost her mother.

I ran to my room and let my self fall on the bed. I didn't mind brushing my teeth or changing my cloths. I didn't even lock the door house or wait for jungkook. What more, I didn't even eat my dinner. I just slept. I just let my mind rest. I just let my heart slow down.