The Moment I Realized 《BTS Taehyung ff》

Chapter 28 ♥

I didnt write smut but this chapter might be sensitive for some readers.

Jungkook's POV

"Baby" I brought my face close to hers and called her name softly.
"Taehyung, I missed you" jiyoon replied.

I heared what she said. From my own ears. I felt like someone pushed me to the ground, jump on my ribcage with high heels. I felt like the bones broke down and my heart ripped. I felt like my whole world came crashing down on me. I felt like I lost everything. She just cut my heart and squeezed it with her foot. My chest felt as if there was a huge rock on top of it. I couldn't control the pain.

Tears started flowing down my eyes. It made its way from my eyes to the cheekbones, to my jawline and finally dropped. It dropped on jiyoon's cheek. She woke up to a feeling of something wet on her cheek.

She tried to stand up but I was over her. As I made I contact with her, the tears increased and my heart hurted even more. She looked into my eyes with confusion not dareing to break the eye contact. She touched my cheek and started wiping the tears. After a while I took her hand on my cheek and kept it down on her bed.

" jungkook why are you cr-" I didn't let her finish the sentence. I kept my index finger on her lips.

"Let me admire you beauty to its fullest atleast ones, before i loose you forever" i said in the form of quiet cries. I saw tears well up in her eyes. I watched the tears fall of her eyes. We looked at each other, with pain. I started wiping the tears on her smooth cheeks while holding my self over her with my other hand. She looked straight into my eyes and I couldn't control anymore.

I leaned closer and kissed her lips. I held her tiny figure and rolled on her bed. Now she was over me. I sat on her bed, my back resting on the boared on the side. she was sitting on my lap. My arms were around her petite body rubbing her back over her soft Pyjams, my lips not leaving hers. Tears kept falling from my eyes. Her tears fell on our lips. Ones i tasted the salty tears, I pulled her closer. My hand made there way through her pyjamas and I was touching the bare skin of her back while the other hand touched her inner thighs. Which made her gasp.

I took the chance and slipped my toungue in between her lips, exploring every inch of her toungue. She tightened her grip on my hoody.

All those things happened so quickly. We both pulled away to catch our breath. Oh forehead not leaving each other. I have never been this close to jiyoon or anyone. None of us was used to it.

I kept my hand on the back of the stunning girl's head, not letting her move a centimetre away from me. I was scared I might loose her, even if I let her go for a second.

She came closer to me and pecked my cheeks.

She cupped my cheeks and looked at my eyes that was filled with tears. Tears of fear and sadness. I looked at her eyes wanting her to sence what was going on inside me.

"Now will you tell me what's wrong?" She asked me with the most careing voice.

I pulled her to my warm embrace and spoke.

"Promise me you would be with me forever. Promise me that nothing can break us apart. Promise me that you would tell me honestly if I ask you anything. Please." I spoke in a pleeding voice.

Jiyoon pulled away from the hug and cupped my face with her small hands like she always did.

"I can't promise to be with you forever. I can't promise nothing can break us apart. But I will try to be honest. I will try to love you as much as my heart can. Please don't doubt me jungkookie. It hurts". She said and planted a kiss on the tip of my nose.

"Baby, please don't leave me for another men. I don't know what I would do without you". I told her one more time. She bit her lips not to let the tear drops in her eyes fall but failed. I brought her closer and drank the drop of tear before it fell down. I lightly kissed her collarbone. I didn't try too hard since I dont want her to go to school with hickeys on display.

"Jagi~ who is taehyung to you". Her eyes shot open. She looked at me with shocked yet terrified eyes. I waited for her to say something but she didn't. I kept my hand on her shoulders signaling her that I would not be mad. She took a deep breath and said.

"Taehyung is..................