5 months have passed now since the incident. *sigh* I feel like it has been enough time to talk to Johnny, either in the afternoon or at night I will go find him and explain him what really happen and I hope he will listen to me this time and if he forgives me I will give him the present the gang gave us.
I'm still mad at pony for that ; I'm disappointed too I really thought he truly loved me he knows how much I have hurt in the past he promised me that with him it would be different but it feels the same thing is happening with my past relationships they always end up cheating on me and to make it worse he hasn't talked to me for 5 months I think he has moved on and I'm over still thinking about him I'm such a fool. I think I will try to move on I don't know really but I've done it so many times I would be numb my now but it hasn't happen yet. Nobody really cares about me not even my parents expect for Dal he has been like my big brother... I just need to walk around and clear my mind for a bit; It's night already I might stay out here tonight.
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I went outside to look for Johnny and since it was a bit cold outside I brought my sweater with me I went to his house but he wasn't there so I went to the other places he visited more often but he was nowhere to be found I was starting to get worried and then it it me there was a place where I thought he might be it was a special place Johnny and I would go to watch the sunrise so I went there and I was right he was there sitting by a tree looking up at the stars so I approached him and sat beside him it was silent for a while until I started the conversation.
"Johnny... I came looking for you to tell you what happen that day and I hope you will listen to me this time."
"Why did you have to wait 5 months to tell me?"
"Because 3 months ago I tried talking to you but you were so angry you didn't let me try to tell to you what really happened."
Well yes I was angry I'm still mad, but at the same time I'm disappointed because you promised me you wouldn't cheat... how could I ever trust you again after seeing that Pony?!"
"That is why I came to tell you... now are you ready?"
"Yes, I have calmed down now."
"Well I was just looking at the stuff they had at the store because I was going to buy a gift for you but in instant this guy approached me and we were just talking and then out of nowhere he Leans in and kisses me that's when you entered I was so in shocked I couldn't react in time. Even if it was an accident I want you to forgive me."
"Forgive you for what? It wasn't even your fault-"
"Yes it was it was my fault for not reacting in time to go chase you and tell you on time... that is why I want you to forgive me for... will you forgive me Johnny?"
"Pony... I-I forgive you, but... it is hard to trust you again-"
"Johnny I promise you for everything that is dear to me that I will do anything for you to trust me I don't care if it I have to prove to you for a long time or ever; I will never get tired because I am in love with you and you are everything to me without you I could not live."
"Aw shucks Pony I love you to and you also mean the world to me."
"Oh! I almost forgot look at what the gang got us they are matching bracelets I already have mine on so here let me see your hand."
"It is so pretty I will thank the gang later for this gift. But what does that symbol mean?"
"That is the infinity symbol which means forever. So since we have these it means that you and me will be forever."
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(A/n I'm sorry for the long wait I have been busy and also I was dealing with personal problems.. so anyway I hoped you enjoyed it ^w^)
