Save Me

13'

Jahseh
*2 Days Later*

I groan, rolling over feeling weighed down with sleep. Fuck, I need to take it easy. Sitting up, I stare at my clock and it reads 9:25am and I quickly get up.

Fuck! I'm gonna be late for work. Fuck that, I can't be late and I won't be.

I quickly jump off my bed and run around my room like a angry fucking tornado. Pulling out my work uniform, I throw it on my bed and cuss out loud for not taking my regular shower last night.

It ain't my fault though. It's really Geneva's fault...

-Flashback-

"What are we gonna do, Jah?" Geneva buries her face into my neck and I sigh deeply, playing with her curly hair.

"We're both gonna go to school, and I'll work too. You'll probably have to start off taking online classes until we can afford a babysitter." I breathe out, already been having this plan in my head.

It might have been careless for me to get Geneva pregnant, but I refuse to let us struggle completely. I'm honestly ready to be a dad cause I think I'll be a great dad, and I'll do anything to show Geneva that I'll stay and we'll be alright. I kiss her forehead softly and she giggled, turning over and climbing on top of me. I hold her hips firmly as we kissed for a good five minutes. She slides her hands down to the button on my pants and I pull away.

"Whoa. Hold on Neva, I think we should hold off on that for a while." I looked at her apologetically and her eyes get glossy.

These fucking pregnancy hormones....

"See, Jah! Now that I'm pregnant, you don't want to do anything!" She pushed herself off of me and wraps her arms around herself, crying. I groan and rub my hand down my face.

"That don't got shit to do with it, Neva. Stop being so fucking dramatic right now. I'm sick of yo' ass thinking the worse of me. I work my ass off for us and it's still not enough." I frown deeply and she turns around, tears streaming down her face and her nose a bright red color.

"I'm dramatic? I'M DRAMATIC!? I'm the one who has to sacrifice my body for an unplanned pregnancy, not you Jah!" She pokes me hard in the chest and I growl, sitting up quickly.

"You sure know how to fuck shit up by ruining the fucking moment, Neva." I said, rolling my eyes.

"I know what you have to sacrifice for our kid, so don't even start that shit and try to tell me about how miserable it's gonna be for you, cause I fucking know!" I snap at her and glares at me through her tears.

"Fuck you, Jah. You don't know shit! I swear you're such a fucking asshole!" She picks up a nearby heel and chucks it at me, I dodge it quickly, letting it hit her wall.

I look at her like she's fucking crazy and she breathes heavily, glaring harshly at me. I open my mouth, ready to tell her about herself, but my phone vibrates in my pocket. Taking it out, I touch the screen to see I have one message. I glance up at Geneva as she continues to glare at me, Ignoring her, I open up the text:

Zendaya: 'Hey, if it's not too much to ask, when you're on your way back, can you pick me up some Nutella and Oreos? Cravings are a bitch.'

I laugh at the message and forget all about Geneva. She throws the other heel at me and it bounces off of my chest, stinging a bit. I flinch and shove my phone back in my pocket after checking the time.

"Fuck this, I'm out." I mumble angrily and she narrows her eyes, as if she's suspecting I'm up to something.

"Why? That bitch Zendaya got you on speed dial? I know that's her texting you." She placed her hands on her hips and I groan loudly.