forever, in time.

depression...

i can't ask myself the question
why i've fallen into my depression
it seems i'm falling still
but here is my confession

i failed myself
i failed everything
my health, mental: physical
i'm sorry for being this way

world stopped turning
mind began burning
i can't get out of this
it seems i'm never learning

and i feel lesser for feeling worse
to know how much this hurts
and nothing i can do
will make this lesser a curse

i can't find myself within me
the boy i used to be
the happiness i used to see
what's wrong with me

so i'm sorry for this expression
but i need you all to see
i'm drowning in depression
and i think it's killing me.