I never thought someday
Life would get me down
I never thought a day
You wouldn't be around
I never felt the pain
I guess I was sleeping
In a sea bed
Wondering where my mind is
Wishing I was someone else
Praying every night
With tears in my eyes
Wiping them for what felt like the million time
I didn't know that everything had lines
Life line friends line world's line
I wonder whether this is true or a dream
This is reality or a big lie
Imagination or real life
But the truth is I never knew that answer
Thinking about it now after all this time
Make it seem stupid and glibe
But at the time it meant something
I wish I could tell you who I am
I wish I could show you the right way
But you live in darkness
And I was born in light
I was saved from evil
I was raised by jesus
I was made to worship him
But for you
You never knew the way
You think I'm going to hell
I've been there I know how it feels
To be one in a million
It makes you a deer in a lion's den
Lying to be perfect
Lying to be happy
Are we liars in denial
Do we believe our own lies
Do we lie too many times
That it's hard to tell the difference between lying and telling the truth
After all we're all going to die
Am I going to hell or heaven
Only god knows the answer
But what does heaven look like
Life is nothing but a game
The question is are you a good player
Or are you the loser
In life there are bumps are obstacles
Problems and issues
Friends and enemies
Lovers and haters
Bff and bbf(backburner friend)
What category are you
Think about the people who bully
Think about the people who
Kill
Murder
rape
steal
cheat
stab
kidnap
assault
harass
hit
this list could go on forever
this is life
no more lies no more games