having all those visions won't make it any better
but after all this time i start wondering
if it does really matter
is it worth the tears ,the pain
the endless suffering
they say i should seek help
that i need a cure
but after all this lies
am i really pure
am i a product of lie
am i a soul of sin
am i a misguided mind
or just a lost heart that don't know where home is
i'm going through constant battles
i try to fix all the matters
i pray for a new beginning , a second chance
but i know that the past will always be nothing but a blur
no way to make this right
no way to end my life
i wish i could go back in time
make it or break it is just a lie
when they jump i say how high
i try to be myself
show the real me,
but they won't accept me even when hell breezes
destruction is everywhere
on the walls ,the streets ,around the block
i go home but there is no lock
i hear the screams and the cries
but i know better that they are nothing but lies
many people's lives were taken
many names were forgotten
i miss reality for once....
i wonder how long will it take
daydreaming is a blessing and a curse
once you're in there is no way out
