My FanFics

Depression

3 o'clock in the afternoon. I came home like every other day but today was different. I knew, just knew, something was wrong. Yoongi arrived home before I did which never occurs. I was startled and went inside the house.

I heard sobbing from the master bathroom, Yoongi. I knocked on the door and then turned the handle to open the door. There Yoongi stood, in front of the mirror. He had a very sharp razor blade in his hand and was slicing his wrist over and over again.

"Yoongi, what happened? What's wrong?" I asked, pulling Yoongi into my arms.

He turned around and hugged me tightly. He sobbed into my shirt and gripped onto my shirt as tight as humanly possible. I rubbed his back and held him close to comfort him.

"Shhh, it's ok baby..." I whispered into his left ear.

My phone began to ring, another work call. Work was never over, even when I was at home. But this time I wouldn't answer it. I knew the phone call would be important and probably cost me money from my paycheck but I didn't care. Yoongi needed me now, that's all I needed to know. He picked his head up and looked at me.

"Y-you should answer that..." he said and wiped his eyes.

"It isn't important now, you are my main concern." I said. "Come, Let's go lay down Yoongi..."

I took Yoongi's hand and led him out of the master bathroom and into the master bedroom. I laid him down and sat beside him. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it lightly. He had stopped crying for the most part but I knew he wasn't back to normal.

Blood dropped from his wrist and onto the bed sheets and blanket. I sighed and went back into the bathroom, coming back with materials to clean and bandage the wounds on Yoongi's wrist. I tended to his wrist as he looked into my eyes. I could tell he was ashamed to be found in this state but he also knew it was what needed to happen.

"I wish you would have told me about this Yoongi. I wish I'd known you were in such a dark place in your life. I would have taken off work to be here for you, you know that Yoongi. But next time, please tell me. I want to know because I want to walk through the rain with you so we can learn to trust each other with our struggles and hardships." I said.