I can't take your love~

So how did this happen?

"Why did you choose todo this in you life," I asked .
Katsuki and I have been hanging out a bit more ever since that night happened. He slapped his hand down on his coffee table to make fun.
"Well fuck I guess I knew there woul ba now howpe fo meh once I got out, I don't know (Y/n) I just thought it would be better ," explained Bakugo.
I took a sip from my wine.
"So~ killing people was easier then saving them," I asked.
He looked away....
"I killed the people...yes I did , but the people I killed were bad people that you've would of gone after of . The only thing is they weren't caught yet," explained Bakugo.
I stood up and walked towards his radio. Turned it on and started to dance.
"C'mon don't be a pansy," I teased.
He stood up..
"A pansy I'll show you a pansy," chuckle Katsuki.
Over the next week work was tense. Over barring even. The only stress relief was the person I could fuck. Katsuki... I know I shouldn't be letting him back in so easily, but he's a nice relief. It's not like he's asking for a relationship...right? I would think that type of stuff a lot at work. I came home sore from getting crushed by a giant ass whole villain today.
          "Ooof someone's tired ," sneakered Katsuki.
       I turned my head laying down on my bed to him.
        "How ya get in my house today," I asked.
         "You gave me keys when you were drunk one night sweet cheeks," flirted Bakugo.
          I stood up . Walking towards my bathroom.
         "Well~I'm going to take a shower to relax ~cause you know getting crushed today by a huge hand never starts to feel well," I chimed.
        He rolled his eyes. He started to take his shirt off.
         "You want some dinner~? I'll order," asked Katsuki.
      I had one piece of clothing on.
       "Yeah I don't care where long as it pairs well with wine," I yelled.
        Five minutes later I heard the shower door open.
       "Wha-," he interrupted me.
      "The food is downstairs on the kitchen table, you want me to help you relief some pent up stress you got," flirted Bakugo.
        He started to wash my body. He grabbed my loofah and put my pink soap on it. He ran it across my breast , down my stomach, over my ass, up my back, finally in my pussy. He then preceded to get on his knees to eat me out. I moaned like crazy ... he knew what he was doing . Fingering me darting his tung , to finally slamming his cock in me. Slowly until I orgasmed . He kept going until he came in my pussy making me leak it out, because I asked for it.
         Down stairs he prepared the meal with wine. I got a little curious.
        "Why are you doing all of this~? Hu," I asked.  
      "You looked stressed so I got your favorite food and wine, and fucked you good ... so you would be happier," explained Bakugo.
       "I guess your right," I said.
    After dinner we watched a comedy show . He turned to me...
      "I gotta killing question to ask," said Katsuki.
      "Hmmm," I responded.
     "Well I. Noticed you have a three bedroom house, with a baby room... why is that ," asked Bakugo.
     I looked down..
   "Well....it's nothing to worry about.....anymore I guess," I answered in a gloomy tone.
    "Come on tell meh I wanna know? I told you last week why I was a villain I call fair game," complained Katsuki.
     "Well.... I got this place right after you left.... hoping I would need the extra rooms, but it didn't make it through the pregnancy.... so I tried another time eight months ago, and I had a miscarriage," I confessed.
     I kept my head down . Avoiding eye contact with Katsuki .
    "Wait~...why ...would you need this house right after I le....ft..... I could of been a daddy..... couldn't I ," asked Bakugo.
     I shook my head yes.
      "Then you try having another one.... who was the father?! Who," asked Bakugo.
     "I don't....know I just wanted a baby.... I was tired of seeing that empty room... so I went to the sperm bank," I confessed.
      "Is this the reason why you hated the fact I just left without saying anything really," Bakugo asked.
      I shook my head. He stood up... started heading towards the doors.
     "Where are yo~...never mind," I mumbled.
      "I'll see you later (Y/n)...Kay," said Bakugo.
     I stood up.
     "Don't worry about it! It's just like last time I'll be back ! Just don't bother coming back that's what your good at anyways ! Just leaving! So go ! Go do what your good at Katsuki," I cried.
      I ran up the stairs in tears... I should've known he was going to do this again... I'm so stupid...that kept playing through my mind.
Two weeks went by ...not a word from him. I drank my problems away. I did hear a word from him until I heard his name on the news.
"Katsuki Bakugo once one of the highest achieving student at UA, to leaving the path of heroism to the life of crime," said the news reporter.
I continue to listen.
"Many people have tried to do interviews with the victims families or the victorious villain his self. Well tonight we ....umm didn't get a interview, but a good insight of what he was doing all these years," said the reporter.
"What the hell....I don't get it ..how did they get insights on him,"I criticized from my couch.
     "Running from his past~some people say that he was once rejected by a hero he admired deeply, so he star-," I turned the tv off.
      I look through my phone to see if anyone wanted to chat. Ashido texted back saying hey<%>
Pinky:
Hey how it's been
                                    Idk....did you see the news
Yeah that's stupid
They don't know what
they're talking about     
                                      Is bad that no matter all of the
                                     Shit he's done I still love him
I mean he left
You pregnant
Granted you never
told him you were
But~ you cant help it
                                            Ig your right... so how's the
                                              The married life
           We talked the hole night... even though it was driving me crazy wondering where he was. A notification popped up on my phone in the morning.
      The victorious Katsuki Bakugo has killed again. No one knows why this time.just a helpful doctor killed.
"I had a actual reason to kill him this time (Y/n) ," answered Bakugo.
I turned around in shock. Then anger flooded over me.
"What gives you the fucking right to just leave for two weeks and say nothing! Then to take a doctor's life ! You said you only killed bad people your such a god damn liar! Get out of my damn house," I yelled and swung.
He dogged the hit my quirk activated sparking him backwards. He slammed into the wall.
"Ouch!damn it! Ok I'll admit it this time it was more personal than anything!..... he was a fertility doctor... the one you went to during both of your pregnancies," admitted Katsuki.
He kept his head down... not daring to look me in the eyes.
"Why ...still why...why did you kill an innocent doctor! So what if he dealt with me while I was pregnant," I yelled.
"That's it! He knew he was distributing drugs to kill you babies! I took a friend from work with me and he gave her pills that will abort the fetus! He knew he was to! So I have what he had coming to him! (Y/n) he killed more innocent people then I have ever," yelled Bakugo.
I went silent...I sat down on my bed. Silent tears started to fall down my cheeks. I didn't say anything, I couldn't years I blamed myself for having miscarriages.
"I'm sorry if you don't like me right now... but one of those kids were mine-so excuse me if I don't give a shit,"said Bakugo.
          "You didn't even care that it was cause you left! You left me alone pregnant! If my baby didn't die , and did live  I would never tell them who their father was! You left me! Katsuki you left me! With out a word! You just left," I screamed.
            He didn't look at me. I was filled with rage.
         "You DONT even have the nerve to look me in the face! Do you ! Your a bastard I-I-I wish I never met your dumb ass! You fucked me over mentally! Then after ten fucking years! Ten years! You show back up," I screamed.
             Still he didn't look at me. I was on the verge of balling my eyes out.
          "I said look at me! What are you even sorry for what you did," I cried.
           Still nothing... he just stayed silent.
       "I don't know .... what do you want from me.... Hu?  What ! I came back didn't ! Yes it might of been ten years, but I came back didn't I! I came back earlier then your damn dad did when we were growing up! He was gone for the time you were three ! Just three and didn't come back until you started UA! ....wait he came back when you were in the second year of middle school and took you to fucken Italy for how many years three?! That's it! I came back and I've always been there for your ass! Always ! No matter what the cost! Yeah I left UA with out saying anything! That's all because I couldn't bring my self to fucken tell you I'm leaving cause I fucked up protecting you!.... I don't know what you want.... I'm sorry, but I'm not sorry for keeping you safe.... you can hate me all you want," yelled Bakugo.
             I walked up to him.
         "I said look at me," I said.
          He looked into my tearful eyes. I could tell he was holding the tears back.
         "Tell...can you tell me that you regret leaving...tell me that your sorry kachan-just tell me that," I cried.
         He looked at me. A pain expression filled his face.
     "I'm not sorry for protecting you...I do not regret trying to keep you safe," Katsuki said as he greeted his teeth together.
     I could tell he hated his self, but I hated myself more for what I did next. 
       "Please just get out of my house and my life ," I said coldly.
      He got up and started to leave. He looked back at me.
        "I guess I'm going to leave now .... bye I guess," he said as he exited.
       I just there and cried. I just cried. Nothing could ever make me feel any better...