The Good, The Bad and The Dirty (B.U)

(2) Feelings

Rosaleen's POV

My siblings went to my parents room, it got pretty late. I was laying in bed in my white tank top with my moon and star pajama shorts. My hair a mess. Little to no makeup on. I heard the room door unlock. I saw Caleb come in. Great. He stumbled over to me. He was drunk. I sat up. "Hey doll face why don't you give me some love tonight," he said stumbling over his words. He stunk of weed and boos. "Um I'm good, I'm kinda tired actually," I said. He looked mad almost instantly.

"What the fuck you mean your tired, I'm the boss here and if I want my dick sucked it will get sucked by you when I want not this whole "I'm tired" bullshit, you are here on this earth to please me and only me, you get nothing," he yelled. I was infuriated. "I'm not here to please you I have my will to live and live my life how ever I please, so back the fuck off me, I'm not in the mood," I yelled back. "Your always in the mood cause your a slut, and that's all you'll ever be, so get the fuck down on your knees and suck me off, right now!" He yelled. I was done at this point in time.

"Go get some other skank to do it for you," I said getting up. Well tried getting up. He shoved me back down and ripped of my shorts and panties. I was helpless. He had me on my stomach so I couldn't move. I slammed into me not caring if I was wet or not, he never cares about me and how I feel. Not too much longer he was about to cum. Maybe after 2 minutes or so. He pulled me down by my hair. He pushed me down so my face was right in front if his dick. Please don't cum on me, please don't cum on me. He came on my face. It got all over in my hair and face. He pushed me away. I had my eyes closed and mouth closed.

I ran to the bathroom. I cleaned off my face and hair. I walked back out and he slapped me across the face. "That may teach you not disrespect me and give me what I want whenever I want," he said. I started crying. I felt so horrible. He left the room. I decided I'd go to where Brendon was. I ran down the stairs to the floor under us. I ran to the room 987. I knocked on the door. I waited for a minute almost leaving. Then the door opened. I saw Brendon's tried face with his messy hair. He had a grey shirt in with black sweatpants. "Rose?" He asked rubbing his eyes. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have came here," I said.

He walked out of his room. "No it's okay, what's up, why are you crying?" He asked. "Um can I come in," I asked. He nodded. He propped the door open for me to go in. He had a nice room. I walked in and he shut the door behind us. It made me jump. I was so on edge. He walked up behind me caressed my back lightly. I lightly smiled. "Um could I possibly stay here tonight, I don't want to go back to my room, I just want to see you, and only you," I said. He nodded and lightly smiled. "Yeah um that would be great,"  he said. I smiled.

We went and sat down on his bed. "So what happened to make you so upset?" He asked. "My um fiance is um really strict with me, he acts like he cares about me but behind um closed does he's really mean to me, he uses me for sex and just mouth to please his and if he doesn't get what he wants he beats me I don't do what he says," I said looking at my wrist they were red from him. "I came here cause he told me to you know give him head but I didn't want to so he ripped my pants down and fucked me, he didn't care of I was wet or anything, he never does," I said. He looked sad. He rubbed my back. "I'm so sorry that happened to you Rose, why haven't you told anyone, why didn't you tell your parents about what's happening?" he asked sounding concerned.

I shook my head crying. "I can't, I just can't tell anyone, I act strong for my sister and brothers but he has hurt me so badly that it's getting harder and harder to put a smile on, and my parents don't help me at all, they just force us to be together, my mom is self centered she only wants me to be married to a rich man," I  said. He looked mad but yet still sad. "Well that really sucks Rose but I'm here for you no matter how hard you try and push me away I'll always be by your side," he said. I smiled. "I'm not ever going to push you away Bren, you're the best thing to ever happen to me," I said smiling. He wiped my tears away. He looked into my eyes smiling.

I looked into his. We both got closer and closer to each other till our lips met. He kissed me with passion and love. Something that I've never felt before.

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-S