The Good, The Bad and The Dirty (B.U)

(14) Fuck

Rosaleen's POV

Brendon and I made it back to our place. Him and I laid in bed. Then there was a knock at the front door. I groaned. I've been sick since the honeymoon. I got up and answered the door. It was Brendon's mom. She smiled at me. "Come in Grace, Bren and I were just upstairs laying down," I said. She smiled and nodded. I went and laid with him. She talked to him. I soon fell asleep.

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His mom left he rubbed my back. He kissed me. "Let's go make some dinner baby," he said. I nodded and smiled. "Oh and baby I got something planned for us tomorrow," he said. I smiled getting up. I felt nauseas again. I ran to the bathroom. Brendon ran after me. I was throwing up. "Don't look at me it's gross," I said and threw up again. He bent down with me and held my hair back. "Hun I am married to you in sickness and in health, so don't worry I'm here for you in your worst and best times," he said. I began to cry. "Fuck look what you made me do," I said sobbing. He rubbed my back. "Sweetheart it's okay," he said rubbing my back. I threw up again. I finally stopped. I sat down with my legs open and my arms in between them I rested my head on the wall.

"Fuck I haven't been this sick in a long time," I said. He bent down in front of me. He picked me up. "Let's go get some food in your system and maybe that will help," he said. He walked us down to the kitchen. He sat me on one of the barstools. Then there was a knock at the front door. Brendon groaned. "I'll get it sweetheart, stay here daddy will be back," he said as he kissed my forehead. I laid my head on the table.

He soon came back with Dallon and Zack. "Dang Rose you look like shit," he said. I glared at him. "Go to hell, and while you're down there go fuck off, better yet go fuck yourself," I said walking to our bedroom. "Man what's up her ass today," Zack said. "Not cool dude," Brendon said. I laid on the bed. Brendon came in. "Sweetheart he didn't mean to, you look beautiful," he said. "Just go away, your just lying to me, cause you have to say I look nice when I don't," I said. He got on the bed with me. "Baby I wouldn't lie to you I would think you look gorgeous even fucking stunning in a garage bag," he said. I smiled lightly.

"There's my girls beautiful smile, you know daddy loves your smile and thinks you're beautiful no matter what," he said. I smiled even more. I grabbed onto his side and laid my head on his lap. He played with my hair lightly. "Let's go and make some food," he said. I nodded. He held my hand as we went downstairs to the kitchen. Zack making himself some food. Dallon criticizing him for being mean. Brendon sat me on the counter. I glared at Zack. "Now Zack what do you say," Brendon said. "I'm sorry Rose for speaking the truth," he said. I glared at him. Brendon glared at him. "Hey dickhead be nice or leave, my wife is sick so fuck off," Brendon said.

He nodded. "Hey I'm sorry," he said. Brendon rubbed my back lightly. "Dallon make sure she's okay when I make some food for us," he said. He nodded and smiled at me. Dallon stood by me. He rubbed my back. I groaned lightly. "Fuck me man," I said getting off the counter. I ran to the bathroom. Dallon followed. I bent down and threw up. He held my hair back and tied it. He rubbed my back. "It okay hun," he said. Then his phone went off. "Hey sweetie how was the park?" He asked. "That's great sweetie hey would you come over to Brendon's and Rose's house, I don't know what to do with Rose she's sick," he said. "Okay, I love you baby you can bring the kids too Brendon wanted to invite you guys over too," he said then hung up. "Breezy wanted to come by to talk to you about somethings," he said. I nodded. "Where'd you learn how tie a girls hair back," I asked. He smiled. "Amelie always wants her hair tied back for school, so I do it since Breezy is normally busy with Knox since he's only 3 years old," he said. I smiled. "That's nice you help Breezy with the kids," I said. He smiled. "Yeah they're my life," he said smiling. "I'm good to go back to daddy, oh fuck I mean Brendon," I said embarrassed.

"It's fine hun you can call him that around me I don't judge," he said helping me up. We walked back to the kitchen. Brendon smirked at me. "Baby I made you some pancakes," he said. I smiled. I ate some pancakes. I moaned lightly. "Fuck these are so fucking good," I said. He smirked. He sat down next to me on the couch. He rubbed my thigh. "Glad you enjoy them baby," he said kissing my forehead. Then there was a knock. Dallon got up and answered it. It was Breezy and the kids. Amelie ran to Dallon hugging him. I laid my head on Brendon's lap. Breezy said hi to everyone. Knox was in her arms. He wanted down. She sat him down and he came over to Brendon and I.

He got up and sat on the couch with Brendon and I. Brendon rubbed my back. "So Breezy What have you been up to?" Brendon asked. "Well let's see I've been decorating our new house and trying to plan Amelies birthday that's coming up soon," she said. "Nice," He said. "What have you guys been up to since the honeymoon and how was the honeymoon?" She asked. "It was great, we had fun most of the time it was just us having you know what and then swimming and having fun," he said. "Nice what's up with Rose how long had she been sick?" She asked. He looked down at me. "I don't know I've been sick for about a week or so now," I said. She nodded. "Well that sucks what all have your symptoms been?" She asked.

"Um just being nauseous all the time only some food is appealing to me and I've been bitchy and really emotional lately," I said. She nodded. "Well when was your last period?" She asked. I looked to Brendon. He looked down at me. "Um I think before the wedding," I said. She nodded. "Well you know I think you could be pregnant by the symptoms and how often did you guys have sex?" She asked. "Um about anytime we wanted to, morning afternoon and before bed," I said. She nodded. "Well let's go upstairs really quick," she said. I nodded. I sat up and went with her. But Knox wanted me to hold him. I picked him up. Brendon and I went up stairs to our bathroom. Breezy pulled out a test from her purse. "Take it and see," she said. I nodded. I set Knox down. I went to the bathroom and took the pregnancy test.
I waited the few minutes it said to. Brendon was nervous. He rubbed my back lightly.

I soon flipped it over. It was negative. I looked up to Brendon. "Brendon," I said. He looked at me with hopeful eyes. "I'm not pregnant, I said. He nodded he was disappointed. "That's great sweety I guess," he said hugging me and kissing me. "Maybe it's too early to tell," Breezy said hugging me. "It probably is," I said. "Let's wait another hour and try again," breezy said. We both nodded.

-Few Hour Later-

We went and got another test. Breezy stayed with the kids at our house. Brendon rubbed my thigh lightly. "I bet you're pregnant baby this is how breezy felt when she was pregnant with Amelie," Brendon said. I nodded I cried lightly. "I don't know why I'm so fucking emotional now," I said. He rubbed my back. "Sweetheart you're probably pregnant so don't worry sweetie," he said.

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Sure enough I was. I walked down to Brendon. "Baby, I'm pregnant," I said hugging him. He smiled widely. He hugged me kissing me. "Fuck I can't believe this, this is amazing," he said. We sat down with everyone we didn't want say anything just yet.

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