The Good, The Bad and The Dirty (B.U)

(19) Hopefulness

Rose's POV

Hazel and Brendon went to the park with Nicole and Zack. I stayed home I made some dinner for everyone. I had my friends over. Maddie and Jay talked with me. "Do you want some wine?" Maddie asked Jay and I. I shook my head. "I'll have some," Jay said. "Okay and are you sure Rose you never turn wine down," she said. I nodded. "Yeah I'm just trying to lose some weight from the baby," I said. "But you're already skinny, only big things on you is your ass and your rack," Maddie said. I smiled. "Well I can say thank you to Hazel for that, pregnancy is a strange thing," I said. Then the guys and Hazel came home. It was getting dark. "Hey sweetheart," I said as Hazel ran up to me. I picked her up.

Brendon,Zack and Nicole soon came in. "Hey baby," he said and kissed me. "Hey sweetheart, how was the park?" I asked. "It was nice it's been nice all day, what are you guys doing in here?" He asked. "Oh nice and not much just talking about my body and things that happens through pregnancy," I said. He smiled. "Mmm well I can definitely say it's quite a journey," he said and kissed me.

"Brendon do you think she's fat cause she was saying that she was getting fat," Maddie said. He looked at me. "No I don't think she is I think she looks amazing for having a kid, only things that grew was her ass and tits, which you can't complain too much about," he said. "See told you, now drink," she said handing me a glass. I shook my head. "No I'm not drinking I have Hazel here now," I said. She looked at me. "Well one drink won't hurt," she said. "No I can't I really can't," I said. Brendon rubbed my back. Then Hazel wanted down. I sat her down. She ran to Nicole. She smiled at her. They went off to the living room.

Brendon kissed me. "She can't drink her doctor told her not to," Brendon said kissing my head holding me close. "It's not like she's pregnant again cause if so that's dumb timing," Maddie said. Brendon and I looked at each other. "You're kidding right," she said. "We're trying for another, we want a boy," I said. She looked shocked. "No offense but that's a dumb fucking idea Hazel isn't even 2," she said. Brendon looked a little mad. "Well we want two and we want them to be about the same age," Brendon said. "Anyways it's her body and she can have as many kids as she wants," he said. "I just think it's a mistake," she said.

"Maybe it was a mistake to even invite you here, you always start shit," I said. "Yep it was a mistake coming here, see ya," she said slamming the door.  Jay looked at us. She smiled. "I think it'll be fine if you have a kid now," Jay said and smiled. "Thanks for the support hun," I said. She smiled. "It's no problem," she said.

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Brendon and I laid in our bed. He kissed me. Hazel was asleep in her room. We laid in bed cuddling and watching a movie. We both soon fell asleep.

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I woke up. I threw up. I groaned. Brendon woke up. He rubbed my back. "Hey sweetheart are you okay?" He asked tiredly. I nodded. "I'm sorry," I said. He shook his head. "No baby it's okay, just a little mess that's all," he said getting up. He cleaned up my mess. We both soon fell asleep. He cuddled me as we fell asleep.

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Brendon and I were up early. He kissed me. I felt really sick. Brendon had to work out in the studio today. All his band members were coming over. Plus Zack and his wife and Breezy. I was only about 3 months along. I finally got up from bed. I walked down to the kitchen. I grabbed something to eat then sat on the couch. I watched a few shows till Hazel wanted up. I went and got her and brought her down and fed her. Breezy sat down with me and talked.

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Brendon said his tour was going to start in about a week. So we had to pack. Zack came over. Him and Brendon had to talk about how tour was going to go down. I played with Hazel then we packed her bag. We soon went to our room she got on the bed. I packed some of my bags. Leaving somethings out that she didn't need to see. Brendon soon came in. "Hey baby," he said hugging me from behind. "Hey sweetheart," I said. "Daddy," Hazel said making grabby hands towards him. He smiled. He kissed me and went and picked her up.