The "Behavioral" Hospital (Frerard)

The Attempt

*Trigger Warning*

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--------------Gerard's P.O.V--------------

I hear my mom yelling through my bedroom door to get up. I look at my alarm clock, fuck it's time for school. I went to my closet picked out a pair of black skinny jeans, a misfits shirt, and grabbed my eyeliner. I went into my bathroom stripped out of yesterday's clothes out my new clothes on and did my eyeliner. I rushed down the stairs grabbed my bag and ran out the door to wait for the bus. I plugged my earbuds into my phone and put them in my ears. I blasted green day at full blast, I just happened to look up and see the bus coming down my street. I wait for it to stop and I get on and sit in the back with my brother Mikey. He stayed the night at our friend Ray's house. I sat down and leaned my head against the window. I was woken up by Mikey telling me to get up. I looked out the window and we were at school. I walked behind Mikey until I got in the school. He went to the gym and I went to the bathroom. On my way down the hall this kid Kaleb pushes me into the lockers. His buddies and him start kicking and punching me. I hear foot steps as they run off. I pushed myself up and then went to the bathroom. I wiped the blood off my arms and face. I redid my eyeliner, fixed my clothes and hair then used the bathroom. I stepped out of the bathroom wiping tears from my eyes and went and sat with Mikey until the bell rang. First period went fine. Second period I got a detention for arguing about gay rights, pro choice, and being atheist. Third period I got a ton of homework. Fourth period we had a sub teacher and then during lunch some kid shot the principal with a spitball. Fifth and sixth period Kaleb and his crew bullied the fuck out of me. Then seventh period the bell rang and I was grabbed and blindfolded. I woke up tied to a chair. Kaleb and his crew started hitting me and kicking me. Calling me emo fag. Go kill yourself. I heard it all. They took my pants off and bent me over a table. I felt Kaleb and Dylan rape me. I cried so hard then they finished and I felt more people. They untied me and I ran. I ran home and upstairs. I locked my bedroom door and started crying. I took my blade and slashed my arms and my thighs until there was pools of blood. I went to my hidden safe and pulled out a bottle of pills, some alcohol, and some LSD, shrooms, and pot. I downed the bottle of pills and drank 1/5 of vodka (Eminem reference) and took the LSD and shrooms. I took out some papers and rolled a joint. I finished the joint when I started feeling sick. I couldn't handle all the pain my stomach felt it hurt so bad then I passed out.