Mad House (On Hold)

Than To Be Without You

THIRD PERSON

Jungkook woke up before Taehyung did getting new clothes for them again, he got himself a normal outfit and more of a revealing but not too revealing outfit for Taehyung. He went with not too revealing because he doesn't trust the guards and security yeah most of them are married or dating but they still steal peeks at the beautiful blonde. I really want to dye my hair today...maybe brown...haven't had that color in a while. He let his thoughts slip his mind when we heard the younger whining. Turning around he saw his angel sitting up with his eyes still closed and his ruby red lips in a pout. He mentally coed at the sight walking over to the bed leaning down kissing the pouty lips. Taehyung opened his eyes slightly enough to get a glimpse at the taller,and definitely more masculine male in front of him. He giggled pressing his lips against Jungkook's when he pulled away wrapping his arms up around his neck. Jungkook pulled away again when Taehyung released his lips finally, he looked proudly at the now puffy ruby lips on the other due to him.

He smiled fondly when Taehyung lifted his arms indicating he wanted him to pick him up, wrapping his arms around his petite waist. "Jump on three". Taehyung nodded waiting until Jungkook was on two jumping immediately when the number three barely left the latter's lips. Jungkook grunted when he jumped without hesitation, but then again he loved the fact Tae trusted him to catch him without any second thoughts. He smiled when he looked into the other's brown doe eyes feeling his heart pounding against his rib cage seeing the other give him the most beautiful rectangular shaped bright smile.

"Aish you're so perfect baby" he complimented the blonde beauty in his arms pecking his lips. Taehyung giggled cutely snuggling his face in the crook of Jungkook's neck breathing in his intoxicating Vanilla scent. Jungkook opened the door walking to the room next to the showers that is only for him and Taehyung that Xiumin and Baekhyun practically begged the Chief to for. It's always been there but no one was allowed to use it because the Chief was a dick and wanted to rub the fact that they couldn't use the nice room in their face, more specifically Jungkook's. Jungkook remembered his exact words that day "You see that Jeon this room is the nicest in this whole damn Mad House and you know something, you'll never have the luxury of using it because I"ll make sure of that". He gave a bitter laugh thinking back on the conversation "Well looks like you were wrong Min". Taehyung's head popped up when the sentence left the older's mouth "Min? You mean like Min Yoongi" he asked suddenly fully immersed in the other's weird babblings to himself. Jungkook looked down at the younger "Yeah that one Min fucking Yoongi, what about him"

"He's married to my best friend"

"Oh you mean the leprechaun what was his name again...Jimon or Jimoon, Jamin ,Jaemin...something like that"

Taehyung giggled head cutely "No silly it's Jimin, Jamin wow he doesn't even have jams"

Jungkook shrugged "Well what do I care what his name is not like I'm going to meet him anytime soon, besides I can't stand the sleeping midget in there he's a total dickhead.

Taehyung shrugged "He has his moments but he loves me because I'm his husbands best friends in the world". Jungkook hummed walking into the room. They both stopped staring at the luxurious room. The sleek floors and shining counter-tops with a beautiful view of the city they'll never be able to set foot in again. The walls black walls embedded with sparkling bits of diamonds, and the bathtub a pretty pearl white color next to the crystal clear glass wall.

Taehyung ran over to the Window pressing his face up against it gawking at the breathtaking view. "Wah...look at the view KooKoo the city is so beautiful I haven't seen that many people in a while" he giggled softly sighing contently.

Jungkook gave him a back hug laying his head on tae's shoulder planting a gentle kiss his cheek sweetly. "I know how you feel bud I haven't seen the outside in almost....3 or so years I've been cooped up in this damned asylum" he smiled looking at the busy roads and the people walking on the sidewalks he didn't realize he had forgotten all about the world outside the cold concrete and metal walls that confined him,as a new home.

He admired the city lights flashing brightly and the different buildings.Closing his eyes he tried desperately to remember how the it felt to be free. He pictured his perfect day of freedom. The air would be warm with occasional cool breezes, a large tree with rough ridged bark as he placed his hand upon it reaching up feeling the smooth leaves plucking one off gently. A purple blanket laid neatly on the freshly trimmed grass with Bibimbap, bulgogi, kimbap,and andong jjimdak in front of him and another. He would have a 24 karat sterling silver diamond ring in a tiny black box in his pocket. Glancing at the tree there would be two engravings "kth♡jjk" and "jjk♡kth", looking at the other in front of him he would then get on one knee and propose to his love. His soon to be. Jeon Taehyung.

Jungkook smiled at the thought of his perfect day and even more so at the idea of marrying his better half, he'd honestly be lost without him he feels. After they both had their moments they finally got in the tub Taehyung in front of Jungkook, Jungkook lathering strawberry scented shampoo in Taehyung's hair while he painted his hair soapy white with vanilla scented shampoo.

When they got out and changed into their clothes they look one last look at freedom before they agreed to just return to their room with four concrete walls and a single square window too high to even reach for a six foot person if they tried. They just wanted to be free again but seeing as they were marked as crazy, deranged,and lunatics, they decided being together. Taehyung parted his lips speaking soft and slow wanting, needing Jungkook to hear him perfectly. "I'd rather be insane with you than to be sane without you" he smiled sadly looking into Jungkook's eyes. He was pleasantly surprised to see a small glimmer of a tear rolling down the older's cheek.

Jungkook steadied his breath to say what he wanted with all his heart "And I'd rather locked up with you than to be free without you""Please never leave me Taehyung...I need you to be with me forever I know it's selfish but I don't think I'd survive without you because, I don't think I love you anymore"

Taehyung's heart hurt when Jungkook finished his sentence, he was about to respond until he was cut off.

"I KNOW I LOVE YOU"

The words engraved themselves in both his heart and brain. He had hot streaks running down his flushed cheeks. He wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck hugging him like his life depended on it because at that point they were each other's lives, their will to fight,and their reason to live, laugh and the reason to LOVE.

"I love you too KooKoo" He whispered loud enough for jungkook to understand. They pulled away from the hug Jungkook pulling him back into a sweet kiss. Taehyung responded to the kiss immediately pouring his emotions for the other into the kiss as Jungkook did the same.

When they released each other they both had huge smiles on their face. They laid down cuddling under the blanket talking about whatever came to mind making their conversation long and peaceful. 

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