Onew's Chicken

Feelings

Dee's POV :

"Dee let's go" minho oppa said. But where? I asked. "to take some fresh air he said". "OK I will "I said. Today onew oppa will be back. I got ready. It's early in the morning, too early that.... still the sky seems dark. He took me to the basketball court. I looked at him and the court and again at him. Wait..? Are you making fun of me? this early in the morning I asked. He chucked. Let's play he said.

"But I can't, I mean I don't know how to play" I said. "gwinchana.... I will teach you... Just try to steal the ball from me" he said. Ugh... He gonna kill me today. We played... I tried but yeah... Who I'm kidding, he's the sports man of SHINee, it's obvious he won and yeah he thought me how to play.

Now I'm really exhausted. I looked at him and wow he understood it without a single word. We will have something on our way to dorm he said and I smile wide. He ruffled my hair. Ah... I like it when someone ruffles my hair. It feels like I'm still a kid. We went to some small stall... I don't know what exactly this place called but this street is filled with food stalls. I ate fish cakes and ramen... Umm...actually I loved them. They taste awesome.

We reached the dorm. When I got inside... We were welcomed by onew oppa's bright smile.. I just wanted to throw myself on him. But I know I can't. I want to touch his face, his cheeks, his soft lips, his hands, his body. I missed him, I know it was just for two days,yet I have missed him. I don't know what all with this kinda thoughts, I missed him. If I ever get a chance I will keep him forever with me.

Why I'm being like this? Are all this feelings are just because I'm his fan? Or a feelings of a girl who's missing her boy? Do I love him? Yes... I do... But is that because of being his fan? All this kinda questions are killing me. I just ran from his eye sight and locked myself in my room.

I took a cold shower.. I started thinking "yes I love him. Back in India I used to love him and being here I still love him but my feelings for him are changing.....while watching him, the way he behaves, the way he talks, the way he walks and his bad puns... That all are making me to fall for me even more. But it's too early for me. I just have known him for like 5 to 6 days. Is this alright? What if I fall in love? Will he love me back? Obviously he won't.. We are different, our life style is different. But jjong oppa accepted shika right? "all this thoughts are making me crazy. I guess it would be better for me to stay a little away from him. Do I always be like this? Why God... Why I'm a over thinker? Let's stay away, that will be OK... I can control my feelings.

Onew's POV :

I'm very excited to see dee.. Of course my members too. But where's is dee? She's not in her room. Key and Tae are sleeping. I was excited that I can surprise dee... But rather she gave me surprise. Where she went this early? I thought she will still be sleeping and I couldn't even find minho. I guess they both went out. Wait? Does dee forgot me? She will remember me right? Ugh... Why I'm being like this? Why I'm being insecure? I heard the door sound. It's dee... My lips curled automatically by seeing her beautiful face. She's smiling, she's surprised by seeing me. Her eyes.... They got some brightness,a shine... I can dwell into them. Her long hair is tied into a messy bun...her neck that's beautiful. I just want to hug her and lean comfortably and place my head in between her neck and want to watch the sun set. But she got freeze in her place. She's not even saying anything... Before I could say something she just ran away. Omg... Did I do anything wrong? Why she ran away like that?does she hates me? Does she don't want me around her? What's wrong?

I eyed minho... He's happy to see me and yet confused by her behaviour.  We talked for a while. And I went inside my room to get some rest.

A/N:

Hello readers. I hope you like the chapter. Ugh... I hate over thinkers and yes I'm my self a over thinker. I hope this update made you happy or feel better. Thank you for reading.
Saranghae ❤️
Good night 💙