CalPal: why didn't u say it
CalPal: why didn't u say it
CalPal: why didn't u say it
JENBEar: it's too late you're gone
CalPal: then why. why did u let me go.
JENBEar: no. No. No. I couldn't have done anything. I can't control what happened.
CalPal: it's your fault. Your fault. YOUR FAULT!
JENBEar: no. no.No NO NO
CalPal: I love( d ) you
JENBEar: I never got to say it Calum. I love you.
CalPal: it's too late anyways. you're just talking to yourself.
JENBEar: it's too late. WHY AM I STILL TEXTING MYSELF ??
CalPal:'I don't know why r u
JENBEar: this is dumb this isn't closure. I am trying to convince myself ur still here
CalPal: it's been eight months. EIGHT MONTHS. why are you still texting this number?
JENBEar: I don't know. I don't know. I think this is my way of coping.
CalPal: I am gone. This is reality. YOU CANT COPE WITH IT, BECAUSE YOURE NOT BELIEVING THE TRUTH. I AM DEAD JENNA DEAD DEAD DEAD.
JENBEar: no WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS. I AM TEXTING MYSELF .
JENBEar: good bye Calum.
CalPal: that was a long overdue good bye :)
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Fiksi Penggemarhe said "hello" and then it was "I love you" and worst of all "Goodbye" × and i never got to say it back.