Far from the shallow

I love you

"Are you fucking serious? Tell me that you're fucking joking!"

"Christian..I-I don't know how we let it happened!We were both drunk and...I don't know what to say..."

"What do you expect me to say, Stefani? That it's alright? IT'S NOT FUCKING ALRIGHT!"

"Don't scream, please! I just wanted you to know that you might be a dad...I'm sorry it had to happen this way, Chris"

"You fucked a man with a family while you were engaged to me, Stefani, what the  hell were you thinking?!"

"I wasn't"

"Yeah, I can see that.."

"I'll go to my doctor tomorrow. He'll tell me when I'll be able to know."

"Good. Let me know when you get the results"

"That's all you have to say? Christian, where the fuck are you going now?"

"I'm leaving, Stef. I can't handle this now, okay? Goodnight!"

"Christian, wait!"

He was already gone. Well, there she was...alone again. How did she let this happen? She had a man that loved her...She was feeling so stupid for letting herself to stay alone again because of her stupid love for a married man. Well, technically not married yet. Who is she kidding? They have a child. That's stronger that a fucking wedding.

She was scared. She thought about calling her sister, Natali to stay with her for some days, maybe months. She knew that a pregnancy would be very difficult for her, considering the fibromyalgia and all. What if something happened to her?She needed someone around.

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Bradley was thinking about what was better to do now. He couldn't leave her like that. If this child was his....he wanted to be there. If it wasn't, he  still wanted to be there. Irina shouldn't know about this. At least not yet. If  that child was indeed his, he would tell her. He knew that a war was about to come.

-Hey, Stef, everything ok? Christian seemed pissed

He pressed send. About a minute later he received an answer

-He left. He will come back if the child is his.Bradley what the fuck am I supposed to do now?

His heart broke. She didn't deserve this treatment. How the fuck could christian be so careless? He knew that she had problems!  He was supposed to stay there with her and support her. Bradley felt the guilt growing inside him. It was all his fault. He was perfectly fine with his girlfriend and his child and she was pregnant alone and, possibly, scared in a huge empty house.

-It's going to be okay, Stef! We'll work this out, okay?

-Brad, I'm scared! What if something happens and no one is here? Why is everybody always abandon me?

He was pretty sure she was crying by now.

-You want me to come over? I'm still here, okay?

-No don't come. Irina will know. I'll be fine.

-Listen, I want you to call me if you need to talk to someone or don't feel well, okay? No matter what time it is. I want to be the first you'll call. I promise that i'll be there when you need me.

She needed him now and he knew it. He really meant everything he said and he wisshed he was there with her at the moment.

-okay...

-I love you

He pressed send and regretted it a second later. It was too soon and the whole situation was weird enough already.

-fuck. I love you too

He couldn't hide his  smile. Yeah, that wasn't the most romantic way to say "i love you" for the first time. He didn't care at all. He felt this and she did too.

-Uhm...Brad? I was wondering if you want to come with me to the doctor's tomorrow? If you can't, it's totally fine. Don't worry about it!

-Are you kidding? Of course I'll come with you. Tell me when you want me to come get you.

-Okay, come after breakfast. We can spend some time together, maybe?

-That sounds great! I'll be there.

-goodnight, Brad

-Goodnight, Stef