secrets hidden by clouds

friends get your back

I told him but you knew about the training and interviews i went through  you know it always been my dream .I just thought you will fail   i looked at him with anger and felt hurt  i told him if he wanna stay with me he should let me do my job and be supportive he shall come and see me before 10 am or send me a text massage  i slammed the door  his mom looked at me confused  on my way out like she wanted to stop me to say something but couldn't i didn't stoped  as tears where falling through my eyes and didnt wanted him to see  i double text my bestfrind come to my house its emergency !!
She finally replayed on my way i drove with a high speed  and yelled at pepole that dont know how to drive its something i never did before i just was out of my mind he never hurted me this deep i always believed in him and that he can be anything he wanted but he didnt believed in me i honked move out of my way sir its sucky day and i can kill someone    he went off road and i kept going faster i reached home way faster than usual i looked at my watch its 1:00 pm now i have plenty of time  the door bell ring i expected it to be Emily  i opened the door for her she stared at me and by the  ruined mascara  and red eyes she figured something was wrong she hugged me and asked  what happened to you i started telling her everything in details while packing and trying out  different outfits i dont think i gave her some i dont want  she started talking how i could be shopping  in Paris at morning and in Milan at night i kinda liked that iam ready for my new adventure and to move on  i dont want a guy to limit me i want a person that supports me she also started talking about how i can date so many hot guys or girls from different nationality  i didn't cared  much about that  iam not the type of girls that move from relationship to anthor  we finished packing  and we dicided to order some food pizza and burger and  nuggets fast food is grieving best friend we also papered popcorn and  wanted to watch sappy romantic movie we cuddled on coach and ate then i throw some popcorn at her so she held the whole bowel and put it on my head we laughed then i cried i will be missing my best friend losing a  bestfrind is harder than losing a boyfriend  jerks come and go true friend stick around  when will you back to city ?  I dont know no one told me how long this trip it will take or if i will go in anthor one right away  she just wished me the best of luck  and that i always have a place in her squad a squad made of two pepole she dicided to say at my house till i leave to the airport as she going to drive me there i went to take a hot bath and i took my favorite book with me  what i like the most about books is quoting them this spicel lines stick with you forever change you and evolve you teach you life lessons without the need to go through the pain and hard experience i got lost in the book i forgot my own existence and who hurted me and why i cried  the stories i read always take me to different places so when going to different  places i will take this stories with me  i started feeling the water getting colder it took me out of my imaginary world  i stepped out  and dried myself  putted some clothes on and laid down in bed i wanted to woke up by five