Watch Me Die [Yoonmin] Sequel to Feel Me Bleed

True Insanity

Yoongi's Pov

I watched as Jimin slept

He's been out for an hour, thanks to the medicine I forced him to take but none of this was part of the plan.

The plan was for me to kill him, not watch him sleep.

Once again, I failed but I was glad that I failed.

Sad part was...no matter how hard I try to convince myself, I can't kill him. 

Useless....fucking useless Yoongi...

My vision blurred as I looked away from the sleeping angel. I knew Namjoon was not going to be pleased. 

I still had to make a choice.

Kill him? 

Or let him live?

Once again I was at war with myself as I gave Jimin one last glance and stepped out of my room. I made sure to wipe the tears out of my eyes as I saw Namjoon standing in the far corner. He had his back to me as he was standing in front of the surgeon's table. He didn't seem phased as I approached him.

"You're pathetic." he said calmly.

"Tell me something I don't know." I replied. 

"Yoongi, the purpose was to kill him right? You spent an entire year plotting your revenge and now that you finally get your dick wet, you decide not to?" His voice grew with every word. Anger was clearly his tone.

"I still love him." I said.

Namjoon slammed his fist onto the table. "He doesn't' fucking love you!!" he shouted as he still held his back to me but I could literally see the anger and frustration radiating off of him. "Are you that stupid?" he paused, took a deep breath, then chuckled. 

Bad vibes were telling me something wasn't right. "Namjoon I'll kill him. Just...give me some time.." I assured as I took a step forward.

Namjoon shook his head. "Time has run out for you Min Yoongi. If you don't go back in there and kill him, I'll do it for you." My eyes widened as he pulled out a small hand gun from his pocket.

"What are you doing!" I shouted as I stepped closer to him, knowing it was a bad idea. "I said I'll kill him, just...just give me some time!!" I pleaded.

Namjoon laughed at my response. "I'm done waiting Yoongi. I've been patient for so long that it's eating me up inside." Namjoon's hand started shaking. "It's because of him that I cant have you to myself." I could hear the anger and frustration in his voice.

"Namjoo-"

BANG

A loud shot ran throughout the entire room, followed by a tight pressure that began to form in my chest.

I looked down to see a small hole on my chest spitting out blood then I looked back up to Namjoon and saw something that would forever burn in the back of my mind. 

Insanity.

I saw the face of insanity staring right back at me.

 It was almost like looking in at mirror, as if looking at myself holding gun and smiling wildly.

I felt myself falling back and braced myself for the impact of the cold hard floor but instead I was welcomed by a warm embrace.

"Oh God....Yoongi!!" I heard Jimin scream as he cried above me.

"How romantic." I heard Namjoon say.

I looked over to his direction and saw the gun aimed for Jimin ."Run.." I whispered.

Jimin didn't appear to hear me at all. He was frozen in place, his eyes screamed fear and anger. 

"I'm tired of running." he whispered as he never took his eyes off the gun.

"Good, then this makes my job easier." Namjoon said as he pulled the trigger.