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XIX.

[23:11]

my sammy:
> omfg do you know how much i hate my friends
> there is no one else that i hate this much
> sometimes i just want them to shut up
> and never talk to me again

annoying alien boy:
> well now i know i guess
> what happened again?
> is it jake kind of problem?

my sammy:
> yeah
> remember my "deep n cheesy speech"
> i wrote you some days ago?
> about my doubts of myself
> well i'm still confused
> and sad
> and angry at the same time
> and those idiots just make it worse
> whenever i get a few messages in a row from you
> they get all hyped up
> and begin to scream
> about how i don't have a girlfriend
> but a boyfriend
> that won't leave me alone for a second
> i mean
> it's not a big deal
> i enjoy talking to you
> and getting all your messages
> but i don't want them to call anyone my boyfriend or girlfriend
> especially not know when i'm such a wreck of nerves
> and i don't think you'd like it either
> i mean them calling you my boyfriend
> aand some teachers heard them screaming
> so i had serious talk with my teachers
> one of them cheered for me??
> i just don't have the energy for all this bullshit

annoying alien boy:
> hey
> listen to me
> or read
> or whatever
> i remember our talk
> and i still want you to talk to me if you have problems
> if anyone makes fun of you
> even your best friends
> just go ahead and tell them
> that you have the most amazing boyfriend
> that cares about you a lot
> i don't mind
> and who said that it has to be me
> there are plenty of colbys out there
> i don't know what to say to cheer you up
> because words don't help much
> but everyone gets those ups and downs
> i'm here okay?
> so whatever happens
> always text me
> or even call me if you need to
> talk to me about pointless small stupid things if it will make you feel better
> because it feels nice knowing that you're happy
> so if those friends of yours aren't any help
>remember that internet friends can be way better than the real ones

my sammy:
> i feel stupid texting you such things
> not just because it feels awkward
> but i start to believe
> that i sure need you as my prince charming
> not in a romantic way okay
> you just help me
> and save me whenever something happens
> thank you for being here

annoying alien boy:
> don't thank me
> it's nothing

my sammy:
> aren't you tired?
> it's almost midnight
> and i'm just taking your time
> without thinking that maybe you were about to get some sleep

annoying alien boy:
> noo i'm always here if you need me
> and nope
> i was just watching a movie

my sammy:
> what movie?

annoying alien boy:
> IRON MAAAN

my sammy:
> seriously
> look at you
> how old are you huh
> ....now i want to watch it too-
> fuck you.

annoying alien boy:
> nooo
> go to sleep now!!
> don't watch it unless the clock says it's at least 9 am
> alright?

my sammy:
> yea yea whatever
> i'm bored as fuck
> none of my 274 games are worth playing
> plus i'm tired of all that stress

annoying alien boy:
> omg
> you have that many games
> and yet you complain about having none??
> well i want to play all of them

my sammy:
> we can play if you visit me
> nvm
> goodnight colby

annoying alien boy:
> goodnight sammy
> and i won't let that go now
> we have to play together
> there's no turning back now