The promised neverland X Reader

Mama - Phil

!Spoilers!

Mama reader X Phil
Angst

Y/N will replace Isabella ( sorry Isabella ) but im going to change things abit!
Requested by : ChristineAngelica3
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'So,this is my defeat isn't it? They all have managed to escape' I thought then i felt a tug on my dress.

"Mama?"

I quickly turned around and saw Phil.

"Phil?" I said as i looked at the tiny child "Where are the others?" I asked him "This way!" I followed him as he lead me to the others.

"MAMA!" I heard the cries of childrens ( That sounds a bit cruel oml ) I turned to look at them as they all hugged me.

My eyes started to tear up, 'why cant i raise them normally?' "Mama,why are you crying? are you alright?" I looked at Phil "Ah,Mama is ok Sweetie" I wiped the tears with my sleves.

After a while of convincing all the childrens to let me go. I went back to grab some blankets as I did so I was hugged from behind, "Phil?" "Mama!" "Phil why are you crying?" I bent down and wiped his tears.

"Mama,what will happen to you once THEY know that you let them escape?!" I was shocked by the fact that he knew about the secret of this damned farm.

I was there shocked, I felt like I couldn't move "W-what do you mean Phil?" "I know Mama I know the secrets of this orphanage please Mama don't leave us."

I felt something on my cheek, it was tears. I hugged Phil whispering "Its all gonna be alright" over and over again even though I know that THEY would instantly kill me for failing my job.

After we both cried. We went to the other kids
and placed a blanket over them as we huddle together.

'Ray, Emma, and the others please don't disappoint me, please survive'

-Time skip to the next day -

I was prepared on what would happen to me I waved my childrens goodbye as i went to the gate.

"You dissapoint me Y/N" a voice boomed as she crossed her hands shaking her head.

"I'm sorry grandmother" and with that i felt a presence behind me.

"You let those kids escaped, aren't you ashamed of yourself?" Y/N held her head low
"Yes I am Grandmother" Y/N's vouce was as soft as a whisper.

Y/N was grabbed from behind, she didn't need to see them to know it's a monster.

"Useless, I still can't believe you let them go, you were doing so good too, I'm disappointed maybe in the after life you won't be as useless."

Y/N was shaking she knew that she was gonna die at some point but she didn't know that it was going to be so soon.

She wants to be a family

She wants to live just a bit longer

She wants to see all her children grow

She wants to live freely

At this point thoose thoughts are nothing but impossible wishes.

Y/N's eyes were filled with tears but she smiled her thoughts were intereuptee by the memories she made with Phil.

Phil....

"Goodbye Y/N"

Drip

drip

drip

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-Flasback-

"MAMA!" as I was about to turn around when suddenly I felt something or someone hugging me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!" I looked down and saw a happy Phil.

"Thank you Phil." I gave him a genuine smile "Here for you!" Phil gave me a box "Open it!" I gently opened the box inside I saw a stuffed (Favourite animal) "Thank you Phil!" then Phil hugged my waist.

"No, I'm the one who's supposed to say thank you Mama! Thank you for everything! I love you Mama!" he said while hugging me.

"I love you too Phil". I smiled at him while I caressed his head.

-End of flashback-

-Third pov-

When Phil woke up he saw that Y/N wasn't here anymore. "Mama?" "Mama?!" Phil yelled which caused some of the children to wake up.

Phil ran back to the house searching for his mother.

Phil checked every room ( Minus the forbiden rooms ), the last room he haven't checked was Y/N's office.

He creaked the door open hoping he would see his mother but what he saw was a stuffed ( favourite animal ) sitting on the desk there was a note there.

Phil quickly took the note and read it.

To my dearest childrens,

Even though it's sad since we made good memories with each other
and it truly feels like time flies
It has to come to an end
For now it's safe to say goodbye.
Take care.

Lots of love,
Y/N

"Mama..."

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