My Stupid Love Story

Part 14: Confession

I laid in the grass, staring up at the partly cloudy sky above me. I was so conflicted and confused.

Just then I heard footsteps along the grass approaching me. I sat up and turned to see Jisoo, smiling softly at me.

"Hey.." I said to her frame as she sat next to me. "Are you okay..?" She asked.

I sighed and shook my head, folding my hands in my lap. "Not really.." she tilted her head "well what's going on..?"

I stared at my fingers "w..well.. first of all, I slept with Yoongi.." her face turned red in 0.02 seconds after I said that.

"You what?" I smiled bitter sweetly. "When we left the club we stayed at the hotel across the street. We where both drunk so I told him I liked him and then.. I'll let your imagination fill in the rest." The breeze contradicted the painful silence, blowing warm against my back.

"Then.. what's the problem.." I sigh once again and fall back onto my back. "When we woke up he got mad at me and told me to go home.. he didn't speak to me after that.. I was heartbroken so I was sad.. Taehyung asked me what was wrong and after I told him.. he.. confessed to me.."

she sat right up and her head flew in my direction "are you serious?!" I swallow "y..yeah.." she rubs her temples "seems like everyone is in love with you now a days.." she said annoyed.

I laughed "I'm pretty sure it's only him." She shook her head "it doesn't matter.. what are you going to do?"

I bit my lip. "Well I wanna ask Tae some questions first.. and then I'll turn him down gently.. but I don't know what to do about Yoongi.." we where silent after that, not knowing what else to say or knowing how to brighten up the situation even a little bit.

I texted Taehyung to meet me on the school roof top so I could talk to him. I waited and only about 2 minutes later he opened the stone door and his eyes found me.

I waved him over and sent him a kind smile, in hopes of easing him from his nervous state. When he was close enough I held his hands gently.

"Tae.. how long have you had feelings for me..?" I asked. "Since we where 10.." I blushed in surprise but concealed it "why?"

He sighed and bit his lip, still very tense and nervous. "Because I was so close to you.. and you where really important to me.. you're also prettier than any girl I've ever met.. I never understood it either but.. yeah.." I sighed.

"Tae.. I'm really flattered believe me.. but you're my best friend.. and I already have feelings for someone else." He became distressed again.

"But he broke your heart! Don't you understand Jimin..? I could treat you better! I'll love you back! Please.. at least give me a chance." His words caused me to think.

Maybe I should..? I mean.. Taehyung has always been there for me and he already has feelings for me.. Yoongi is disgusted with me and hates me.. as I was coughs up in thought I didn't notice him wrapping his arms around me and moving his face closer.

He was so close our foreheads where touching. "Please say yes.. be with me.." out of nowhere the door slammed open, making me jump in surprise and look over.

My heart stopped when I saw Yoongi there. I didn't remember a single time he was this angry or hurt looking.

"Are you kidding me?!" He yelled. "You gave me pity sex because you feel bad for me and you want him?!"

My eyebrows pulled in and I turned to face him. "What are you talking about..?" His face looked only hurt now.. he looked broken.. that made my heart ache.

"You said it didn't mean anything! It wasn't real! And now I see why! Whatever.. be happy with him.. I don't need you!!" He began to run away but I chased after him, as fast as I could.

"Yoongi! Yoongi wait you don't understand!!" I yelled as I ran. We ran all the way into the woods. I was determined how.

I was going to be the one to push him down this time. "YOONGI!" I yelled as I picked up my pace, running as fast as I could.

He turned around in shock and I crashed into him. I didn't give myself time to recover before I grabbed his wrists and pinned them next to his head.

I squeezed his torso between my thighs and breathed heavily. "Let go of me Jimin." I was chocked up, I could feel myself wanting to cry.

"No!! Let me explain.." he shook his head. "You don't need to.. I figured it out on my own." The tears finally broke free, and they rushed like a running waterfall down my face.

He stopped struggling and just stared, not knowing what to say. "I said that because.. I.. I thought you didn't want to know I wanted it.. I thought you'd be disgusted that you did that with me.. I.. I love you Yoongi! It wasn't pity sex.. it was real for me! I.. I just thought you didn't want me.." his face fell instantly and he started to look guilty.

"Is that really true..?" His voice asked me softly. I nodded fast, not caring about the ugly tears on my face.

He sat his body up and I let go of his wrists. Now with free hands, he held my cheeks. "I love you too, Jimin.."

my heart thumped aggressively and I looked up at him, still with tears in my face. "You do..?"

He smiled and kissed the new tear that ran down my face away. "Of course I do.." I sniffed and wiped the rest of my tears away, blushing at him.

He bit his lip momentarily and leaned in, kissing mine lovingly. When he pulled away he touched his forehead to mine.. whispering with his eyes closed.

"I wish that was our first kiss.." I stared up at him. "A..and there's nothing going on with Tae.. well.. he confessed but I rejected him and-!" He cut me off by kissing me again "shh.. I believe you.."

I giggled a little bit "okay.. hey Yoongi?" He raised his eyebrows slightly, telling me to go on. "I miss Min Holly.." he chuckled.

"Okay.. lets go see him." I slid off of him and he helped me stand "you.. you still don't hurt do you..? Y..you know.. when we.."

I smiled and kissed his cheek "no.. I'm okay now I promise.."

He nodded and turned his back to me and crouched good "well I'm gonna carry you anyways. Hurry up before I change my mind."

I couldn't stop smiling. I was happy. I jumped on and he carried me away, back to his apartment.