Your Reason~Harry Styles/1D Fanfiction

Letters From Harry

I’ll Be Your Reason to be My Love

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Letters from Harry

March 8th, 2011

Dear Lou,

If you’re reading this right now, I’m probably already gone. Before you do anything irrational, please let me say this:

I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean to be doing this, for real. I’ve had thoughts in my head ever since the X Factor had begun but I never meant to act upon them. And well, I guess the negativity lately has really gone to my head. I was just thinking tonight how the world would be much better off without me in it. Think about it. I bet you that when I’m gone, the band will receive much less hate.

I guarantee it.

They all think I screwed up, Louis. And I did. They all think that I’m the one who abused Evie when really Lou, it wasn’t me. Oh, right, you don’t know about that do you?

Well, Evie’s ex-boyfriend, Derek abused her a little while ago and I came to her rescue. It was tragic and there have been ups and downs since then, but now it’s all over, so nothing to worry about, right?

Also, someone recently hacked my Twitter account and said that I abused Evie when it was really Derek. Don’t worry about him now. He should be in jail, but please, keep an eye out for Evie. Make sure nothing bad ever happens to her. Please, Lou I love her. I do. Don’t tell her that though . . . if anyone were to, I’d rather it be me. But that won’t ever happen now . . . Anyway, just let her know that I care about her.

Take care of her like I know only you can.

I’m not sure who hacked my account either, but Danielle is sure as hell suspicious for something. So please solve that mystery.

Suicide notes are supposed to be short and sweet to the point, so here I go with the summing up.

Louis, I love you. You’re like the brother I’ve always wanted and the closest friend I’ve ever had. I’m so glad we met in the bathroom that time. God, if I hadn’t gone for a wee at that specific time who knows when we would have met?! Don’t forget about me boobear.

Make sure my mum is doing well with my absence too please. And always, even if you lose contact, keep an eye on Evie, even though that’s what I’ll be doing once I’m done in this world.

You’ll see me again one day, don’t worry. I’ll be waiting and waiting for that day to come, but make sure you’re an old man at that point in time.

            You’re Best Friend and Little Brother,

Harry Styles (Hazza Edward Styles)

            P.S. Larry Stylinson did exist, didn’t it? Even if it wasn’t the gay version everyone thought it was. But it exists in a way. Remember that.

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            Dear Niall,

Let me start this off by saying yes, I did eat the last chicken left in the bag from Nandos. I’m sorry, it was too tempting. Anyway, you might be glad to hear that that will never be happening again. You heard right, I can’t do it anymore Niall. Too much drama to even think clearly anymore. But I want you to know that I’m truly sorry.