chapter twenty two

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Jungkook's pov

it has been three months. Tzuyu still doesn't remember me.
*Flashback*
I again woke up on the hospital bed. I turned to my left and saw namjoon hyung.
" Oh you woke up" namjoon hyung
" What time is it?" Me
" You should be asking what day it is" namjoon hyung
I was confused
" It has been a month since you haven't woke up. The doctor said you can leave after you wake up." Namjoon hyung
" oh.. How's tzuyu?.. di-did she really forget me?" Me.
" I'm sorry" namjoon hyung
"You don't have to be.. it's not your fault anyways.. it's mine.. I gave her so much pain that she doesn't want to remember me.. I hate myself" me.
" It isn't your fault jungkook.. this is how fate is.. just have some patience.. everything happens for a reason" namjoon hyung
" I don't understand " me
Namjoon hyung's phone started to ring
"I gotta go. Just get some rest for now.. she is doing good. She will be admitted for a week. And you are getting discharged today." Namjoon hyung
I nodded my head. Namjoon hyung left the room.
Will she ever remember me?.. can I trust our love?..
I should.. I can't give up.. I trust my love.. our love is strong. She will remember me..
I stood up and went out of the room. I went to tzuyu's room.
Hyung and noona was there and she was chatting with them happily.
She looks happy without me.. maybe this is the best for her..
" Hello guys" me
" Who are you? Aren't you the one who came here and said that you are my boyfriend?" Tzuyu
" I'm sorry. I'm not your boyfriend. I was drunk so I just said some nonsense. By the way I'm jungkook." Me
They looked kinda shocked.
"Do we know each other?" Tzuyu.
Yes tzuyu..
"Not really. I heard that my brother's girlfriend's sister met an accident so I came to check how was she. Looks like you are noona's sister. Nice to meet you." Me.
" Oh.. thanks for visiting. Nice to meet you too.. um.. if you don't mind.. can I say something?" Tzuyu.
" Yeah sure." Me
" Please don't drink. I mean it's not good for health. Even if something happens really bad, you shouldn't drink because problems will come and go. But if you doesn't take care of yourself and keep harming yourself every time, you can't get strong to face the problems coming. Be strong and never give up. " Tzuyu.
" Ok.. can I also say something?" Me
" Ok.. Go on." Tzuyu
" Just like how you told me to take care of myself, you should also take care of yourself.. you surely got into this accident because you weren't looking where you were going.. it may be because you were distracted by something.. look two side before crossing the road.. take care of your health or else you wouldn't be able to face the problems coming." Me.
"I will" tzuyu smile.
It's been a while since I saw her smiling at me.
" Bye tzuyu. Hope to see you again" me
" Bye.. jungkook" tzuyu.
And it's been a while since she said my name..
*Flashback ends*
I didn't went to school for two months because I didn't have the courage to face her.
So today is the first day after a long time.
I got ready for school. After that, I went downstairs and saw mom making breakfast.
"Hey Mom" me.
" You finally decided to go to school.. thank goodness" mom
I didn't say anything and took a sandwich when hyung came.
"Wow jungkook. I thought you decided never go to school." Hyung
" Not funny hyung" me
" Did I say it is?" Hyung
" Ok you two. Now stop and have breakfast." Mom
" I'm done. Bye mom" me
" Yah! Wait for me" hyung
I ignored him and left. Just as I was few blocks away from home, hyung caught up with me by running.
" I told you to wait for me" hyung
" Can you stop talking for a while?"me
" You are nervous right?" Hyung
I nodded. I stopped walking after sighing. Hyung also stopped.
" Don't be nervous. Everything will be okay" hyung
He hugged me and comforted me. After a while we let go and started to go to school.
As we reached school, we saw noona and tzuyu there.
" Hey squirrel" hyung
" Yah! Don't call me that" noona
" Ok squirrel" hyung
And they started their cute love fight again. Me and tzuyu giggled.
" Hello tzuyu" me
" Hello. You are from this school?" Tzuyu
I giggled at her question
" Yeah. " Me
" Oh.. I haven't seen you from here so I thought you are in other school" tzuyu
" I was sick so I didn't come. Now I'm all good"me
I didn't come to school because I don't have the courage to see you. I miss you tzuyu.. I want to hug you and say I'm sorry..
" Well let's go to class." Me
" Which class are you?" Tzuyu
" Same as yours" me
" But I never saw you" tzuyu.
You did.. you just don't remember
" I keep skipping classes" me
" Oh.. so let's go" tzuyu
Tzuyu started to walk but I held her wrist and stopped her.
She turned around and then suddenly I hugged her.
" Ju-jungkook" tzuyu
" Can we stay like this for a while" me
" O-okay.." tzuyu
She hugged me back. after a while, the bell rang. I let go of her.
" I'm gonna skip class. See you later" me
I walked away. Honestly, I stopped skipping classes as how I used after meeting tzuyu. But I wanted to skip school today because I'm feeling down.
I went to han river. This is one place where I come when I skip classes. I sat there watching the amazing view.
A tear fell from my cheeks without me knowing. Suddenly a hand wiped the tear.
It was tzuyu. I got shocked to see her.
" What are you doing here?" Me
" I followed you.. why are you crying?" Tzuyu
" Why did you follow me?" Me
" First answer my question. " Tzuyu
" I.. I just was thinking about.. someone" me
Tzuyu sat beside me and looked front.
" Who? Your girlfriend?" Tzuyu
" First answer my question. Why did you follow me?" Me
" When you went away, I hear tae opaa say you are going to cry again. i felt as if I was the reason" tzuyu
" It's not because of you... It's just.. I will tell you later" me
" It's okay if you don't want to tell me" tzuyu.
" I'm sorry" me
" You don't have to. Actually.. I have to tell you something" Tzuyu
" What is it?" Me
" It's not really an important thing but I don't know why.. I just felt as if I should tell you.. as if you should know.." tzuyu
" It's.. I'm moving back to japan. I'm going to live with my father. He heard of my accident. So he got so worried about me that he went to court and won my custody. So yeah. I'm going to japan next month." Tzuyu.
" What?! No! Please don't leave me. You even forgot me now you are just going to leave?! Look I'm really sorry.. I didn't do that. It was a misunderstanding.. I didn't cheat on you.. I still love you tzuyu.. I love you.. please don't leave me.. please" I hugged her and couldn't stop but cry.
" W-what are you saying?.. what mis-misunderstanding? Wha-ahh!" Tzuyu.
She suddenly started to fell dizzy.
" Tzuyu? Tzuyu!!" Me
She fell unconscious. I took her in bridal style and went towards the nearest bench. I kept her there and called hyung
" Hyung come to ** hospital right now. I will tell you in detail later. Please come fast" me
" Yah! What are you sa-" hyung.
I hung up the phone and called the ambulance.
It came after 5 mins and we went to hospital.
I shouldn't have said that.. I should have hold my feelings.. it's all my fault.. I don't deserve her.. I only give her pain and nothing else..
They took her to the emergency room. Just then, the whole bangtwice came..
" What happened?" Hyung
" Tzuyu.. she fell unconscious.. "
" What? What happened to her? " Noona
" It-its all my fault.. she told me about she moving to Japan.. I just couldn't hold it and.. and told her to not to go.. and that I'm sorry and that I love her" my knees gave up on me causing me to sit on the ground.
" I'm really sorry.. it's all my fault.. I don't deserve her.. she.. she should move to Japan so that she can forget.. she deserves someone better than me.. I don't deserve her" me
I ran out of the hospital and stopped in the middle of the road.
I don't deserve to die.. I just doesn't..
I closed my eyes as I saw a truck coming towards me. Suddenly I felt as if someone pulled me. I opened my eyes and saw hyung
" Yah!! Are you out of your mind!? What the fuck do you think you are doing?!!??" Hyung
" Why did you save me.. can't you just let me die" me
" Yah! Do you seriously want to die?! Are you fucking serious?! You! You are not going to do a stupid thing! You are coming with me!" Hyung
He grabbed my hand and took me to home. We went inside my room.
" Cone out after calming yourself. Don't do anything stupid if you love her" hyung
He closed the door leaving me alone. I saw a knife near the fruit bowl on my table.
I'm sorry hyung.. I do love her.. but I don't have to prove it.. in order for her to live peacefully.. I must die.. I'm sorry tzuyu..

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It has been a while.. really sorry guys for not updating.. something happened.. which caused me to stop writing for days.. and also.. I was out of ideas.. I hope you guys like this one.. well.. I'm going to end this story real soon.. and I'm going to write a new book soon.. not now.. it will take some days.. hope you guys will look forward to it

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