Makes No Sense | Delirious × Reader × Vanoss

10_ No Longer Lying

I looked around me, to where I was. I was in a classroom. There wasn't any posters, picture, or anything! Not even a clock.

I looked behind me to see two of my classmates and... Jonathan? Well, alright then. One of my classmates were sitting on the left, Jonathan in the middle and my other classmate at the right.

Oh, have I mentioned that the two classmates were... females?

Envy slowly started to grow in me. Then, I saw Jonathan get a... What the hell is that? A keychain thing, except the chain is very very long. (that's what she said) "Hey, Jon, can I bowwow?" I asked him in my weird baby voice. He rolled his eyes and gave me the keychain.

I took it and looked at it more closely. The chain was like, plastic. While the character, was some anime guy. I hummed a little.

"(Y/n)!" A voice boomed throughout the room, I got startled and looked where the voice came from. Shit. It's the teacher. S/he walked to me and grabbed the keychain away. "Is this yours?"

I slowly shook my head "no."

"Who owns this then!?"

I looked around, trying to think of something. I didn't want Jonathan to get blamed or something. I gulped and I answered with, "U-uh.. J-Jonathan o-owns it.."

' ' You mother fucker! ' '

The teacher looked at Jonathan, Mr/Ms/Mrs.((r/t/l/n) - random teacher's last name) looked at him, then (r/t/l/n) (Yeah, I'm calling the teacher by their last name now) sighed and said, "You won't be getting this after two weeks, also, you'll be cleaning the classroom during dismissal time."

The teacher then placed the keychain thing on their desk and sat down on their chair. I hesitantly looked behind me to see Jonathan on the floor, kneeling down, hands on face...crying. Then the "female-classmate-on-the-right" knelt down to him and started comforting him.

She was caressing Jonathan's cheek with her thumb.

She then started saying soothing words to him, "Hey, hey, shh.. Its not your fault.. Its (Y/n)'s fault... Why even trust her?"

That's when I woke up.

I shot up from bed, feeling a warm substance roll down my cheeks, tears. I wiped them away and walked to the bathroom that my was inside my bedroom.

I turned on the lights and walked to the sink, I looked at the mirror above the sink. My eyes weren't that red, but still. I sighed and turned on the sink. I washed my face and then turned off the sink.

' ' What was that dream about..? What if Jonathan likes that girl? Oh shit, just shut up! ... ' '

I walked back to my bed and lied back down, I looked at the ceiling, deep in thought.

' ' I've been lying to myself. All this time, I thought I "liked" Jonathan... But I was just lying to myself about it.. But now... ' '

' ' ... I actually like him, for real... ' '

I turned my head and saw a folded piece of paper under one of my (f/c) pillows, I grabbed it then unfolded it. I then read it.

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Hey, (Y/n), wussup?

Anyway, I was wondering... Why are u so distant lately? Did I do something wrong? :(

If I did and I didn't know, I'm sorry.
Uhhh... So, wanna meet tomorrow at lunch time? ;p

Hahaha, see you there, shortie!

- Jonathan •w•

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I got confused and looked at the time on wall clock, 1:19 AM. I then looked back at the letter and giggled.

' ' Get back to sleep me.. You don't wanna miss that meet up with Jon now would you? ' '

I smiled when I realized that I called him by his nickname again. I folded the letter back to the way it was and returned it back under the pillow.

I grabbed the blanket, tucked myself in and fell asleep...