ME WITHOUT YOU [ASTRO Eunwoo FF]

Chapter 17

  Kim Yoona's P.O.V

But before I could even reach the balcony he grabbed my hand

My heart stopped beating in that exect moment, I didn't know what to do. My breathing became heavier and my legs started to shake

He then turned me around and now I was facing him

His face was so close to mine. So close that his breath was hitting my face

A fresh and minty breath
It sent chills down my spine

His eyes were full of questions. They were full of a lot of other emotions too. Concern, anger and other emotions that I couldn't exactly figure out

"Why are you avoiding this questions" he asks with a calm but at the same time scary voice, moving his face a little bit closer to mine

I really need to breath, I need air and he's not helping me with coming even closer to me

"And why are you even asking this? It's none of your business" I snap him gathering up all the courage I have and releasing my hand from his grip,taking some steps backwards

"He might hurt you. I just want to protect you" he says with a softer tone of voice and taking a step closer to take my hand but I fastly take two steps backwards

"Protect me?! Tch and who are you to protect me" I ask him crossing my arms over my chest

Everyone always said that they will protect me, that they will never let anything bad happen to me, that they will always stay by my side never leaving me alone

But guess what
Bullshit. It was all bullshit. They never stayed by my side, they ran away when I needed them the most

I felt helpless, I just needed someone to stay with me, to never let go of me

But with time I started to become stronger and I even started to care less about the people that sorrounded me, not caring of what they think of me

Now I have Doha and Hyerin and I don't need anyone else in my life
They're my family

In the beginning I always forgave the people that hurt me, giving them second third chances

I did that because I really needed someone, I needed someone to call when I had a problem, to come and comfort me, to hug me tightly and wipe my tears. I just needed someone to love me

But people only took advantage of me, always hurting me and making fun of me

I even tried to kill myself but Doha and Hyerin stopped me telling me that my life is more valuable than the people who only know how to hurt others

I'm really thankful to them. They saved my life and never left me alone

"You're just acting like your fine but deep inside you are really hurt" he says like he really knows

I've seen so many people like him till now so I'm not going to fall for his sweet and innocent trap

"Oh really?! Then you should know that I want you to leave too" I say gesturing the door for him to leave

"Why are you acting so though when all you need is love and care"

"Waa you really are something and by the way why do you even care" I ask him putting my hands on my hips

"I jus-"

"Wait a moment. Do you even know who I am or what my name is-" I ask him cutting his phrase off "-no right?! Then I think you should leave" I say as I move toward the door and open it

"Why can't you just tell me? Why can't you just open up to feel a little bit relieved"

Open up to feel relieved? My foot
He hasn't gone through all of this
He doesn't know how painful is to tell something like this. HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING

"And why can't you mind your own business? Now just leave" I say emphisizing the word leave and gesturing the exit again

But he didn't even move a inch. He seemed a little bit taken aback and maybe even a little hurt

But I don't care. I don't want to be hurt again by someone that is just going to play with my feelings

"Just leave" I say again with anger

He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out so he just walked out and I slammed the door really hard
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