Do I have to force things
Always being the first
To check up on everyone
To look out for you
To care about your well-being
Why is it always me
Why do I have to look like in desperate for attention
I can as well stay in the confines of my home
It's not that I did not have anything to do
Just that I sacrificed for you
Would you be willing to sacrifice for me
To come to me in times of need
To be there when I need a crying shoulder
To be there when I'm in my low spirits
Would you even note any of those things happening
Coz you are always concentrated on other things
That are never me
I'm a human being you know
I might not be rich or wealthy like you
But treat me with some dignity and respect
I can be somebody one day
You never know about tomorrow
I can sleep poor but wake up rich
We serve a miraculous God
I don't want to pretend anymore
I don't want to fit in
I want to be accepted for being me
To be appreciated for who I am and what I have
I don't want to force issue's anymore
But I want to have a smooth flow
I'm just an overthinker who don't see the positive side 😪😪
Why is it always the negative though?
I'm done wailing and having self pity
I'll wake up, dust myself, work hard and prove to the world that I can be someone
They'll be seeking my attention not the other way round
Help me God
