The Worst

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I used to think that,

The worst

Was when my thoughts consumed me.

Changed me.

I reasoned to think,

The worst

Was when I pushed everyone away.

Scared of judgement.

I had a theory,

The worst

Was when I thought I could handle it.

The pain making it real.

I discovered that,

The worst

Was there from the beginning.

Waiting for me to fall.

I now know that,

The worst

Is accepting defeat when the war's just begun.

Against myself, and I lost.

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